"I hate being in love with you" Cameron dallas fanfic

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•Alice's POV•

I went to Cams apartment, When he opened the door our eyes locked and he looked concern
He quickly hugged me, I didn't hug back at first but then did
"Lets go in"He said
We went to his bed, we laid down

"What happened"He said
"I don't feel like talking about it"I said
"Al you have to tell me"He said
I shook my head no
"What time is your date"I said
"I canceled"He said
"Really"I said
"Yea.. She might be mad but oh well"I said
"Tell me about her"I said
"Uh well.. All the guys she's been with has done her wrong so now she's jealous and clingy"He said
Oh god "well good luck with that"I said
"Ha thanks"He said
"So I know I'm with Justin and you're dating someone but can we have sex"I said
He looked at me weirdly "Uh Al I can't do that to the the girl"He said
"But it's me, You love me"I said
"Yea and I'm trying to get over you"He said
"But no one loves you like I do and no one is going to care like I do"I said
"I don't know if I can do this"He said
"You can.. It's just like old times, you and me having fun"I said getting on him
"Please Cam"I said
"I can't resist you"He said. He turned over to where he's on top of me

*The next morning*

I woke up with Cam hugging me still asleep.I got out of bed
"What you doing"He said in his cute deep sleepy voice
"I have to go"I said
"Where to?"He asked sitting up
"I don't know"I said
"Stay. I'll make us breakfast"He said getting up
"Ok... But I need to take a shower"I said
"Well let's take one together"He said

So we got in the shower and slowly made out, then he started kissing my neck and chest
"Cam.. We have to hurry I need to talk to Niki"I said
"Talk to her about what"He said
"Oh um about the music video"I said
"You're lying"He said
"I'll tell you later"I said
We finished the shower and went to the dinning room
I started drinking my water

"So tell me what happened with Niki"Cam said
"Um.. I told her about Jessie and she basically said what Jessie told me when my mom 'died'"I said
"What exactly did she say"He said

"She said that it was my fault he died and if I was never born he wouldn't have been abusive and thanks to me now she won't have anyone to walk her down the aisle when she gets married"I said
"Oh my gosh Alice.. Im so sorry. Im glad you came to me and didn't do anything, What are you going to do about her"He said
"I don't know.. Maybe nothing"I said
"She's your sister you can't just cut her out of your life"He said
"Yes I can"I said
"No you need to make things right"He said
"Ugh I don't wanna"I said
"You better"He said
"I have to go talk to my mom"I said getting up

"Where you going to stay tonight?"He asked
"I don't know.. My moms"I said
"If you can't find anywhere.. You can stay here"He said
"Ok thanks"I said

I went to my moms house
"Hey Al! I just got home from work and-"Mom said
"Moma! I need to talk to you"She said
"Ok ok what is it"She said
"Jessie passes away"I said
"Yea I know"She said
"What how do you know"I said
"Niki told me"She said
"Really.. What else did she say"I said
"Nothing just that he hung himself"She said
"How you feeling about that"I said
"I don't love him like I did so I'm ok...but we are going to his funeral.. We'll leave in 2 days"She said
"Why do I have to go"I said
"Al"She said
"Ok ok I'll go"I said