Chapter 4

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by BuggyBoy4

by BuggyBoy4

I smiled and nodded. "Thank you Professor Dumbledore." I bowed and walked to put the guitar away. I turned around and saw Lee again. I groaned. He tried to kiss me but I slapped him hard with tears in my eyes. "I'M DONE WITH YOU!! YOU ONLY STARTED DATING ME JUST SO YOU COULD TAKE ME FOR A RIDE! NO ONE EVER CARED ABOUT ME!" I felt someone grab my arms to keep my from punching Lee as I shook with sobs. Lee ran away as the same person turned me around and hugged me. "Ch....Charlie..." I breathed before sobbing into him. "K..Kate.." "I thought you hated me Fred." "I never said that!" "YOU DIDN'T NEED TO!" I screamed. Charlie grabbed my shoulders tightly. "Stop. You all can rip each other to shreds later. We need to go before we miss the train damnit!" He said.
On the train...
I sat alone in a compartment, holding my guitar close. I took a deep breath and started to play.

"Time has run out for me, everything's distant and I don't know what to believe
It's so hard, lost in the world confusion and I need to leave for awhile
Life is so meaningless
There is nothing worth a smile
So goodbye, I'll miss you

It's been the years of abuse
Neglected to treat the disorder that controls my youth for so long
I'm in a fleshy tomb buried up above the ground
It's no use, why should I hold on?
It's been five years, don't need one more
So goodbye, life's abuse

And I'm sorry, but this is my fate
Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay
And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long
So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me
I'm not worth any tears
And I'm sorry, but this is my fate
Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay
And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long
So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me
So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me
I'm not worth any tears"
I hadn't realized that I was crying until someone wiped them away. I snapped my head up to see Lee. I screamed and tried to get away from him, but to no avail. He pinned me to the floor and kissed my neck hungrily. I was sobbing and shaking as he moved down to my collar bone. "Mr. Jordan get off Mrs. Potter NOW!!" A voice commanded. I saw someone I damn well knew. "Sirius!!" I cried as Mooney got Lee taken care of. I jumped on him and he picked me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist as he sat down. I loved my godfather. I felt someone rub my back. "What happened Sirius?" Percy asked as he rubbed my shoulder. (Yes I am making him nice) "L...Lee h..he t..tried to r..rape m..me." I whimpered. "Shh. Hey you don't have to say anything more okay?" Percy said softly. I smiled at him as Charlie, Fred and George ran in. "Sirius!?" They asked shocked. He grinned. "The one and only!" "What'cha doin' here though." George asked. Sirius chuckled. "What, not aloud to see my god daughter?" He asked, grinning like an idiot. I laughed as the Weasley kids stared in shock. "We're here. I need to leave." I said before getting off Sirius' lap and grabbing my trunk. Charlie grabbed my arm gently. "Wanna come home with us?" He asked smiling. I bit my lip and glanced at Sirius. He nodded. "Go. Your "Aunt" knows me and knows I am your godfather. I'll tell them your staying at the Weasley's okay Katty?" He asked, using my old pet name mum and dad made for me. "Katty?" The Weasley's asked in unison. I nodded. "Just any old pet name." Fred nodded as we walked off the train. "I have two pet names. One is Freddie and one my family knows about but only George calls me is Rick." Charlie came to my left. "Mine pet name is sometimes ethier Carlo or Chase." George started walking backwards in front of me. "I'm Georgie or Jory." He then shrugged. "Ginny, my sister, came up with it when she was like three trying to say Georgie. Percy is Perce or even sometimes Pery." I laughed as Fred continued. "Williams," he made a slight face making his brothers laugh, "Is Will, Bill and/or flippin' Liam. Ginny is Gin or GinGin and Ronald is Ron, Ronnie or even sometimes Ronnikins." We all laughed. My god I loved Fred's laughed.y