Say Something

Say Something; 14

--Kaname--

I woke up to the smell of bacterial disinfectant. All my thoughts rejected and pushed from my mind. I sat up, feeling tubes coming from my nose, pushing fresh air into my lungs. I looked over to see Hanabusa. He was the only one in the room, except for when I finally felt warmth on my right hand, and the thing Hanabusa was looking at. Zero was holding my hand, asleep on the side of the bed. His body covered by a white hospital gown. Zero's neck was covered by a thick layers of bandages, probably to keep him from scratching at the bite marks. Zero's head rolled over, his silver hair falling away from his cheeks. I reached out my hands and strung my fingers through the locks. He groaned slightly and opened his eyes. "K-Kaname..." He said. I smiled slightly and trailed my thumb over his cheekbone. "I was wondering.." I started, "How long have I been asleep?" Zero's eyes receded into the shadows as he began shaking. He retreated one of his arms and held it in his lap. "Zero?" I asked. He pulled his arm closer to his body as a tear fell onto the nightgown. "... Weeks.. 3 Weeks." Zero's face was paler than usual, I thought as I grabbed the hand that he had tugged away. Tracing my fingers over his skin, I felt little indents. I looked in shock as I turned over his wrist. 21 bright pink scars were laid down in groups of fives. 'Why did he do this?' I thought. They were red and stuck out as I touched them. "Z-zero.. did you... cut yourself?" I demanded. His head sunk into the shadows again as he started flat out crying. "I'm sorry! I brought you pain and when I woke up you were still asleep and I felt bad and I.... I... I." he said, bringing his eyes up and trying to continue. I released his frail wrist and pulled him into my shoulder. "Shh.... I'm here.. It's ok. I'm fine." I said, trying to comfort him.

Zero sniffled, sitting up an staring into my eyes. He didn't even talk anymore. He quickly closed the space between us and licked my lip. I slightly opened my mouth and his tongue wriggled the small space open. I groaned as our tongues fought for dominance. Zero surprisingly won after about 2 minutes. He stood up and pressed my head into the covers, exploring deeper into my mouth. "Daddy! Daddy!" a small voice yelled. It was Kazan. Zero didn't stop, he continued to go further. He slid his hand up the hospital gown and gently pinched at my nipples. A few stars poked at the edges of my vision. I moaned into his mouth but realized that the rest of the night class had walked in, including our children. Zero noticed too, but just pulled his hand out of my shirt. We continued kissing for about 5 more minutes, stoping for air twice. They all just sat and watched, not doing anything. I finally groaned and yanked on Zero's hair. He unlocked his lips and fell to the floor, panting with saliva trailing down his chin. "I'm sorry." he admitted. I growled and judged myself on what I did next. "Stop apologizing so much! You have nothing to apologize for!" I screamed. Yuuki stared at me for a few moments before going to Zero's aid. "Here let me.." Yuuki started, then a disappointing look melted onto her face, "You cut yourself again? With what this time?!" She pulled his wrist close to her face and examined it. "An Exacto Knife that was in one of the drawers." he replied. Yuuki sighed and stood up, pulling him with her. "Tsurara... can you come and do it again?" she asked. By this time everybody but Kazan and Tsurara had sat down, and made themselves at home. Tsurara slowly walked up, grabbing Zero's wrist from Yuuki. "Daddy... you need to stop this." he said.

"Tch" Zero replied

Tsurara began licking the pink marks. His tongue was coated with something that looked kind of red in the light. A minute or two passed as Yuuki looked down at her watch. "Someone, catch him!" she yelled. Tsurara stopped aiding his father and stepped back. Zero's eyes slowly fell shut. He fell backwards right into Shiki's awaiting arms. Kaname sat tall, wondering what was happening. Yuuki grabbed Shiki's arm and helped him put Zero into the bed next to Kaname. Ha stared, afraid of the truth. 'Wait.. Tsurara said he needed as if that's happen before. I've been out for three weeks, 22 days. Was Zero keeping count of how many days I was asleep? Now about Tsurara. Since he is part Pureblood were those his healing powers? I guess so.' I thought. I looked at Hanabusa and saw the gauze slipping off of his neck. Bitemarks that were red around the outside showed slightly. I reached a hand up to my own neck but felt gauze instead of my own skin. My breathing hitched. All of my memories of the day before had come back. Zero' pain, him drinking from Hanabusa and myself, my party, him not breathing on the couch.

I raised my other hand and used both of them to cover my mouth. Tears brimmed over the side of my eyes. I stared at my lover, his face obviously in pain. I tried not to cry, Pureblood's don't cry. I had been holding it inside. I groaned, letting tears fall down my face. Everyone turned their attention to me. "Kaname, are you..-" Takuma said, moving closer. I brought my knees up to my chest and put my hands behind my head, pulling my hair and trying to quit crying. "Lord.... Kaname." Hanabusa said. Hanabusa cringed in pain, as I looked up. What felt like knives stabbing into the bite marks, soon came. I kept one of my hands on the back of my head and covered where the pain was coming from with the other. I looked over and saw Zero cringing. Sweat coated his forehead and neck as his breathing was heavy and shaky. His hands pulled at the bedsheets under him. The pain slowly faded as it drained me of all my strength. Hanabusa had fallen asleep in the middle of it. I fell to the side, feeling someone catch me. Takuma smiled down when I looked at him. He pushed down the pillows and helped me down into the bed. I groaned as I Laid in comfortable position. "Goodnight, Kaname" was the last thing I heard, and it came from Yuuki.

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Seriously... you must hate me by now.... I'm so sorry.gomen gomen...... but I also have to say... sorry for the sadness in this chapter. you guys can stir reading t if you want... that's all good.... we'll NOW TIME TO MAKE MY ROY X ED FANFIC!! also, I might make my own story on here, it would be around my life and stuff... it's called Sorry For Being a Closet Otaku.... and yes, I do know that is a vocaloid song.