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"Mommy can I hold him" Reina asked as she got on the bed
She was so in love with her little brother and I loved it. She was such a good big sister.
"Let me finish getting him ready okay baby"
"Okay" she smiled getting off the bed running out the room
I laughed as I finished changing Santana's diaper. I loved my baby boy so much but every time I looked at him it made me a little upset that I couldn't have his brother here with me as well.
I hate that he was snatched from me but I know everything happens for a reason and I can't let that bring me down and stop me from being a mother to the two kids I did have with me
"Hey"I heard from behind me
I turned around to see Brandon leaning on the door frame
"Hey" I gave him a slight smile before going back to changing him
Things have been going alright between Brandon and I and so far that's all I could ask for since we were living in the same house hold I didn't want Reina to get any bad vibes from us so we try and act as happy as possible when in reality we still have a lot to talk about.
"What are you doing today?" He asked walking in
"Probably get some shopping done for Nina's party next month since King's taking Santana for the day" I told him as I picked him up
"Well I'm off today so I'll go with. We can get my little princess whatever she wants" He smiled
"Brandon you gotta stop spoiling her" I shook my head placing Tana in his crib while I got ready
"That's my daughter and only child so why wouldn't spoil her?" He said putting emphasis on the only
"Why you always gotta do that?" I asked crossing my arms across my chest
"Do what?" He raised his eyebrow
"Every chance you get you throw shade at me for having a child by King. Like yes I fucked him and yes I got pregnant but damn I don't need a constant reminder especially when I didn't do shit to you. You did this not me. You cheated on me. I know that doesn't justify what I did but you pushed me into another mans arms. You would rather go on trips with your hoes and spend time with them rather than be at home with me and your daughter so save me the bull shit Ight" I snapped walking into the bathroom so I could shower.
I was tired of him trying to blame me for our relationship falling apart when I had no part in that. when I slept with King we were no longer together. I know I should've been more careful but stuff happens and I own up to my mistakes.
I accept the consequences but I won't be reminded of them every thirty seconds.
I got in the shower doing what I needed to do before hopping out. I wrapped the towel around my waist tightly before walking out seeing Brandon sitting on my bed with Santana asleep on his chest.
