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//bitterness//

  You know that feeling when the doctor asks you if your getting bullied or if you were having a rough time in school? I always tasted disappointment and bitterness when I shook my head no.

Knowing that I lost my chance to get help seemed so disappointing. And I can only blame one person.
Myself.
Truth is I got bullied a lot because of my figure. I'm not gonna lie but I probably let myself down more than all of the comments from other people combined.

I just accepted that I was ugly, fat, and hopeless.

I believe that everyone, and I mean everyone, has beauty in them somewhere. It dosent matter if its your personality or your appearance. Everyone has that special thing about them.

Crazy thing is that I never believed that about myself.

I don't care if everyone in the world stoned me to death while chanting out my flaws.
I let myself down the most.

Sincerely, MaddyWhere stories live. Discover now