Lost and Insecure - One Direction Fanfiction

Chapter 14: harry

Warning!!!!

This chapter has smut. Not full blown crazy shit like last time. It's just a hand job.

Also you might cry.....

Love, Lizasorusrex
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I woke up snuggled into zayns side. But something was different.

I could no longer smell the sweet flower-like smell of louis hair in this room. Or anywhere in the house.

I didn't mean to yell at louis yesterday. I was just tired. I really like him.

But he doesn't like me.

He doesn't like me because I'm a smelly stupid kitty with a bad head.

Everyone else's head is filled with words and smartness.

But my head is filled with so many colours and sounds and sometimes the sounds get too loud and it makes me mad.

I could feel myself shaking and I knew I would start crying. My old daddy cut my hair when I cried.

"Harry? what wrong love?" I hear Zayns groggy morning voice cut through my thoughts.

"Me can't find louis!" I cry, leaving Zayn confused

"I thought you and louis hated each other" Zayn said, which made me cry harder.

"No. Harry love louis, but louis doesn't love harry" I can't stop crying.

I start to hit myself and scratch myself as a punishment for crying but Zayn freaks out.

"HARRY! WHAT ARE YOU DOING? STOP IT BABY YOU HURTING YOURSELF" Zayn screams.

I stop and look at Zayn, he has tears filling his eyes.

"Harry made zaynie cry, harry is bad kitty" I tuck my tail between my legs and keep my head down.

Zayns face softens.

"Honey. Louis loves you, even if he doesn't show it. I know louis and this whole "cat and dog" thing, is no big deal. Now comon, show me your smile" Zayn tries.

I don't lift my head but I can feel a smile tugging on my lips.

"Okay then, you asked for it." Zayn warns.

With a snap of zayns fingers I was on my back.

"What zaynie doing?" I ask innocently.

"Magic my darling" he whispers in my ear.

I loved when Zayn did magic. He would always make candy come out of my ear and put a few extra stars in the sky to make it more dazzling.

But this felt like a different type of magic. It made my willy feel nice.

"I'm gonna make you feel like a princess, not a stupid kitty, you're a beautiful kitty, special, lovely"

"Sexy" Zayn whispered in my ear again.

I felt my pants get tighter as Zayn moved in closer, kissing my neck like he was looking for somethi- oh, OH.

"Zaynie" I moaned.

"Baby I never want you to hurt yourself again! do you hear me!" Zayn said sternly.

I was so caught up in the feeling of Zayn lips on my neck that I didn't think about what to say next, all I could get out was.