You're my Reality || Sayori x Monika ♡

Chapter 2

" Hey Sayori " Monika called just after Yuri and Natsuki left the classroom, " Are you sure you're okay? "

" Y-Yes I'm fine " Sayori answered with an empty smile, " Let's go home already "

Monika smiled a little uneasy, she can tell something was wrong but Sayori seemed like she didn't want to talk about it. It made Monika kind of sad.

" W-Wait before we go.. " Monika started as she held both Sayori's hands tight, " If there was something wrong.. You would tell me, right? "

Sayori nodded.

" Okay.. "

Group Chat

Natsuki: Hey Monika, Yuri kicked me out of her house!
Monika: Seriously?! Yuri?!
Natsuki: Lol jk
Yuri: Don't get me in trouble Natsuki.
Monika: Jeez lol
Natsuki: For real tho, how many posters do you think we need?
Monika: At least.. 7
Yuri: Okay. Thank you.
Natsuki: Is sayori with you?
Monika: Yes. Why?
Natsuki: Oh mk. I'll text you privately monika

Private Messaging

Natsuki: I don't know if you had noticed but don't you think Sayori was a little off today?
Monika: Yes.. I noticed but she said she was fine
Natsuki: Anyone can just say they're fine monika
Monika: Yes I know but I don't want her to feel pressured
Natsuki: Just keep an eye on her please? I feel like she would only listen to you

Monika set her phone down, sighing a little painfully.
" What's wrong? " Sayori asked as she sat on the bed, beside monika.

" I-I was just thinking about the festival " she lied, " A-Anyway, lets get these fliers done "

They spent a good hour and a half on carefully designing the filer on Monika's Laptop. She would print at least 10 at a time because the printer might over heat if she went any higher. Sayori yawned as she stood by the printer, counting the fliers in total.

" If you're tired.. " Monika began as she got up and walked over with her laptop, " go to sleep "

" Oh.. Thanks Monika " Sayori mumbled then crawled onto the bed and dropped herself on it. She was tired but she didn't feel like sleeping.
Monika sat on the chair by her desk and continued to print out the fliers. Suddenly, the printer made a weird noise, monika opened the small door where you put the paper, it was empty. She set her laptop on the desk and stood up, " I'll be right back "

She went to her parents room since they keep all the paper.
Sayori didn't say anything. She was too busy thinking, thinking about her feelings. Was she happy? Was she sad? She felt nothing at all. Why couldn't she feel anything? Is she depressed? Why is she depressed?
All these thoughts and questions filled up her head, she didn't know how to stop them. She hugged the pillow tight wanting monika to come back and distract her. The thoughts continue to grow, tears filled her eyes and she doesn't know why.

" I'm back " Monika entered, glancing at Sayori, " Baby why are you crying? Is something wrong? "

She set the papers on the desk and quickly went over to Sayori.

" H-Huh? O-Oh I.. Yawned " she lied and faced Monika with a smile.

" Sayori, if there's something wrong, you can tell me " Monika reminded holding onto Sayori's hand, " You know that "

" Y-Yeah I know.. " She responded sounding dull. Monika kissed Sayori's forehead and walked back to her desk, feeling useless. She knows something is wrong, she really wants to know but she doesn't want to pressure sayori into saying it. So monika kept quiet even though it didn't sound like a good idea. Her phone vibrated. A message from Natsuki.

Private Messaging

Natsuki: Hey monika, did you find anything out?
Monika: No I didn't.. I left the room for a second and when I got back, she was crying
Monika: I don't know what to do Natsuki..
Natsuki: Just.. Look after her.
Monika: I'm trying but she keeps shutting me out..

No response. It seemed like Natsuki didn't know what to say about this either. Monika put her phone back down then took a glance back at sayori. She was sound asleep.

" Sayori, It's time to get up " Monika called as she brushed her hair. Sayori didn't respond.

" Sayori " she called again then tapped her shoulder, " Babe, we have to go to school "

Finally, Sayori sat up. Her eyes looked dead and slightly red, as if she was crying all night. She got out of bed and started to get into her uniform.
Monika wanted to ask if she was alright but she thought she bugged her enough last night.

" Monika " she spoke sounding tired, " I don't feel like going today.. "

" H-Huh? But you already.. "

Sayori took the uniform off, staying in her underwear then crawled back in the sheets.

" S..Sayori.. " Monika quietly called then sighed.

" I'll go tomorrow "

Monika shut the door and started walking to the school. Something IS off and she wants answers NOW.

" Monika.. " Someone called from behind. She turned around. It was Yuri.

" Where is Sayori? " Yuri asked as she catched up and walked beside Monika.

" She's staying home.. She isn't feeling good "

" Natsuki told me what's happening. What do you think it might be? Is she depressed? "

Monika sighed, " I don't know.. What ever it is.. She's really good at holding it in.. "

Sayori watched Monika and Yuri walk to school through the window. It made her kind of smile, seeing monika living her life. Sayori does love monika with all her heart but sometimes she doesn't feel like she's good enough. Maybe that's why she's feeling like this? She's not sure but whatever it is, it's causing monika to worry and that's exactly what she doesn't want.