When two worlds collide

Our Past

Let's just pretend that this is her 👍🏼
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Chloe's POV:

Another 3 months have passed and for some reason I still can't get over the second babies death I mean how should I I was connected to it.  We found that the sex of the baby is a girl we couldn't wait I don't want a big party over a gender that I could know right away. I feel like I've distant myself from the people that I love and care about which I know I shouldn't do because they've been by my side since that day. My parents have only called once to see how I've been doing which is sad because I miss my parents it hasn't been the same since I meet Jack fucking avery. I'll never blame him for the shit that has happened in my life I love and I miss him I haven't seen him a lot lately since he's working on that album that's almost finished, I kinda like the peace and quiet at the house. I'm outside right now sitting in one of those beach chairs chilling taking in the sun and the fresh air until I hear the door bell ring, that's weird we don't really get that many visitors especially during the day. I opened the door to find Thomas......my ex

"Oh my god Thomas what are you doing here?" I gave him a hug

"I wanted to find you when I heard you were pregnant I didn't believe it at first until I saw pictures how are you holding up?" This is so strange that he came looking for me.

"That's sweet Im doing good....please come in do you want anything to drink?" He sat on the couch and nodded

"Water is just fine" I went over to the sink and grabbed 2 cups of water

"Here you go" I gave him his cup and started drinking mine

"Thanks....is it true about what happened? Shit sorry you don't have to tell me anything" he shook his head

"No it's fine I want to tell you.....we haven't talked in a while it's nice having you back" I touched his shoulder while looking in his eyes

"I lost one of the babies which surprised me because I didn't know I was having twins so part of me is happy that I still have one but it would been good to have both" I looked down feeling the tears wanting to come to come out

"Jack and the guys have been so nice to me but I just want to be alone I mean I'm basically alone because they are busy with their music but at the same time I want someone there for me more" I shouldn't have these thoughts Jack is always there for me.

"I could've been there for you" I looked at him confused

"I really loved you, those 6 or 7 months that we were together I felt something real for you I just couldn't bring myself to say anything and what killed me was that I knew you didn't feel the same" shit I never knew this

"I....um..I'm sorry I don't know what to say"I really don't

"You don't have to say anything I just thought I'd say it now that we aren't together it seemed easier to do but seeing you pregnant by some one else,some kid, it breaks my heart knowing that that could've been us" Whoa he went deep into this convo

"Damnit Thomas if only I'd known about this back then it could've been different but now I have a whole other life with someone that I love very much and to be honest I wouldn't change it for anything so I'm sorry but you'll always be someone very close to me" I'm being 100% honest with him I did have a small thing with him and we did try at some point but some things just aren't meant to be.

"I understand sorry for making this awkward for you I only came to see how you were doing and it seems like you're fine so ima just go now but my number is still the same in case you need someone to talk to" we stood up and walked towards the front door but before I could open it someone else did

"Oh Jack your here earlier then usual" he looked at me and Thomas confused

"Umm Yea I came by to see if you were ok and I'm guessing that you are so Im just going to go now" before he walked out I grabbed him arm but looked at Thomas

"It was nice seeing you again hope we can do it again sometime" he smiled and walked out

"Why the Fuck was he here?" Jack said when I let go of his arm

"He heard about what had happened and just wanted to check up on me it's no big deal" why is he acting like this

"I just don't like that your ex was here" he looked away from me

"You know not only did he come back to check up on me but to also try and get me back" I said bluntly

"WHAT?!" I knew that's what his reaction would be

"Why are you telling me this" he sounded hurt

"Because Im proving that you can trust me I told him no because I'm in love with the man that gave me this beautiful baby that I'm carrying inside me right now and I would never give that up for anyone else so you can stop acting like this and start being here more for me because lately you haven't and I'm starting to hate myself thinking it's my fault and I jus-" he stopped me

"You're a crazy woman I hope you know that, also I didn't mean for you to feel that way I just have to finish this album and make sure it's perfect because then maybe this can mean big things for the band for us and this baby I mean someone's going to have to buy all those diapers" he gave me a smug smile I smiled back and gave him a kiss and a hug

"I'm sorry it's these stupid fucking pregnant lady hormones I hate them they make me all mushy and weak" he just rolled his eyes

"I like it when you're weak it gives me more dominance and makes me feel more manly" oh really?

"Really? I just told you how I feel and now you're trying to make me suffer, we only had sex once and look where that got me" I pushed away from him but he pulled me back

"I've done some research believe it or not and it says we can still have sex only if it's doggy style" I like where this is going

"It really says doggy style" that's vulgar

"They give it a proper name but I like the sound of doggy style it turns me on more" he leaned down and gave me a passionate kiss

"I have missed your touch and if it gets me to think about other things then I'm all up for it" he lifted one eyebrow up

"Well then let's go" he picked me up bridal style and took us to our room.
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End of chapter 31

I feel bad for not posting a lot like how I used to but I'll try plus when I this book I'm thinking of writing another so if you have any recommendations please let me know. Hope you enjoyed it.
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