Im Sorry

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Chloes POV:

its been three days since I woke up and today was the day that I was finally going to be discharged and go home. I still haven't gotten my memory back Jack has still been coming in every day to check up on me I appreciate his patience with me this is more frustrating for me I just want to remember already. I was getting my things ready, I zipped up my bag and sat on my bed waiting for someone to come pick me up until I saw Jack come in.....along with Jonah. I know jack is suppose to be my "boyfriend" but lately I've been finding Jonah more interesting.

"good morning you ready to go?" Jack asked grabbing my bag and putting it over his shoulders

"good morning yea im ready to go, hey Jonah" Jonah gave me a nod and let me go through the doors first

"so how does it feel finally being able to be out of this place" Jonah asked putting his arm over my shoulder as we kept walking.

"relived but also nervous I don't remember much beside the fact that I'm an actress because I've seen it everywhere on T.V" they were quiet for a minute until we got to the car and jack finally spoke up

"you don't remember that you act?" should it be a big deal I mean I guess it has to be since I keep seeing my face everywhere and I don't really like that

"I guess not but I'm not liking that people are obsessed about it Why do they care so much about me I ain't even that special" I was riding shotgun while jack was driving (pun intended, if you didn't get that why are you even reading) he looked over at me and smiled

"why are you smiling at me" I giggled

"because you still hated that back then" wow he seems to know me pretty well

"how do you know that" his smile wiped off his face

"because we used to tell each other everything, when we first met you didn't tell me who you were because you didn't want me to treat you any different until you confessed even after that I never did treat you any different" he kept looking ahead never looking at me not even once

"oh" was all I said not knowing what else to say

"did you know we're going back on tour tomorrow to finish what's left" Jonah said and jack seemed to freeze in his seat and looked at Jonah through the rearview mirror

"what do you mean tour what are you guys singers" I laughed at them but they remained silent

"oh my god you guys are singers why the didn't you guys tell me" this is exciting are they famous or something

"Its not something you want to broadcast to someone right away" Jack told me

"so when were you planning on telling me...after you left? I'm not sure if you remember this but I don't know anybody here you guys are all I have" I told them truthfully

"believe me I know" I could tell Jack was not acting ok

"What's that suppose to me?" what's his problem

"I'm just saying ever since you woke up I haven't been able to sleep its been a whole 360 for me I just ca-....I'm just happy you're ok that's all that matters" after that no one else said a thing until we arrived to a house that looked familiar

"This is my house isn't?" I asked them

"Yea" Jack turned off the car and looked at the house

"Why are we here?" I guess I won't see them after today I was about to get out until he stopped me

"Pack a couple things you're going on tour with us" he said I looked at him confused

"You want me to go with you" Jonah responded this time

"Yea it'll be fun we're going to finish the tour in Europe" he sounded excited, we got out so I can pack my things. When we went inside everything looked like a mess the walls looked scratched my table and chairs were flipped over, when I turned around I saw Jack looking at the floor I went near him to see what he was looking at when I got close I noticed that there was a blood smudge there

"Is that....my blood?" I asked him touching his arm

"Yea it is...you have no idea the trauma I've had since that day I can't close my eyes without picturing you laying on this floor covered in blood" his breathing started to pick up quickly so I grabbed his face and made him look at me

"Look At me I'm here now" he looked at me with sadden eyes

"Are you though?" he said and grabbed my hands and brought them down to my sides

"Hurry we have to get going soon" and he walked the other way to finish looking at the house.

"Give him time he's been through shit since that day, seeing him come home full of blood and having a breakdown broke all of us" Jonah said coming to my side to give me support

"What if this new me isn't like the old Chloe what if I want different things for myself" I told him looking him in the eyes

"Then we'd loose Jack for sure" he broke eye contact and went to my couch to sit down. Why is everything about Jack what about what I want it's just like how I left months ago to keep pursuing my dreams everyone made it about jack.Wait.

"Jack!" I went to go look for him but I couldn't find him until I go to what I presume is my room and see him staring at a board that's on the wall

"What is it Jack?" He keeps looking at the board so I turn my head to look at it and see a couple pictures of us I grab one to look closely at it and see that it's us by a lake looking happy.

"When was this?" He looked over at it

"That was our second date you actually picked the spot and that was when we first kissed too" he took it from my hands to look at it more

"You're going to be okay as long as you're with me" I randomly said and he looked at me

"What did you say?" He looked shocked by it

"I don't know I keep thinking about it for some reason" I could see a smile forming on his face

"I kept saying those words to you when you felt down or scared" he put his hands on my shoulders

"What else do you remember?" He seems eager to know

"Did I ever leave you I have this feeling that I left you to go pursue something" he looked hurt yet still happy

"Yea you did leave me for 6 months actually I was so hurt by it but when we got together again I couldn't be any happier" he gave me a weak smile and hugged me.

"I'm sorry that this happened I didn't want to forget you" I told him holding his hands

"Don't ever say that it's not your fault you didn't know that that asshole of an ex boyfriend was going to do that" he was right I shouldn't be saying saying sorry

"And besides like I've said in the past you're going to be ok as long-" I interrupted him

"As you're with me" we said together he emailed again and hugged me tighter.
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End of chapter 22
That's the end of that see you soon until next chapter.
Peace.♥️♥️♥️

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