Heir Of Darkness

The Trust

How grateful was I that I couldn't view the person who had the privilege to break me beyond any repair I known?

The truth was strangling. More strangling than the rope of strangulation was. Strangling was the truth that the man who made me embrace that light of death was the one who pulled me away from that light and placed me back into darkness. Just that this time this darkness was not just in my heart but it was real.

I suddenly had so much of time and I didn't know what to do with that. My brain was functioning but it yielded absolutely no control over my body, but I never regretted it, probably because it gave me what I yearned for the most; peace. At least in this time, he would not own me again like he always did.

Suddenly a few voices fell on my ears. It felt as if they were fighting. I just hoped they were not fans who were trying to come in to the room as that would only end up in them getting hurt in the hands of the police or security. But I was wrong, as I was since long.

" Look Arnav-"

" It's Mr.Raizada for you, Mr.Malhotra." A calm voice managed to erase every bit of calmness from my soul.

Arnav Raizada?

Actually, Arnav Singh Raizada, my neighbor since ages, an actor like me but we never exchanged any words beyond pleasantries and formal words. And he was holding my defense up against that As***le Malhotra?

" Bloody Hell, Arnav Singh Raizada! She is my girlfriend and you cannot deny me the right to see her when she is in coma. She wouldn't have wanted it."

Mar Kar Bhi Tumse Mooh Na Modna..

My own words came back to me. I didn't want to go away from him even in the face of death and I chose death to run away from him, only to witness this fight as he claimed right on me saying that I would have wanted to meet him? How much more crooked and twisted could my destiny be when my own wishes turned into curses and my own words wrecked havoc on my senses?

" She was screaming, she was crying and she was pleading. For what? For your company and your love. Now when they all stopped, why do you want to tie her in a bond of YOUR convenience, Mr.Malhotra? If I had not broke open the door, when the maid was saying Khushi didn't open the door for 10 damn minutes, she would have been dead. DEAD. Do you understand that? And what pushed her to this? YOU and YOUR GODDAMN LOVE. You are not going to meet her, that's it. Because I know why you are here. You want to act even in real life and want to escape the case I have lodged; the case of abetment to suicide. And I BLOODY UNDERSTAND THAT. NOW GET OUT!"

A person whom I didn't even talk properly to was trying to fetch me justice from the person, who meant everything to me and who held the cover which made injustice look like justice?

Irony.

That was what my life was.

I allowed myself to be lost in oblivion once again as I somehow knew that Arnav Singh Raizada would not allow that jerk to cause me any more damage.

Trust.

Was I trusting a stranger so soon?

I mentally chuckled at my stupid heart which had the guts to trust again, even if it was partially when everyone whom it had trusted had sworn to make it bleed.

Thoughts of my unborn took away every kind of struggle from me when a last thought struck before I lost myself.

How can two people with the same name be so different?

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