Explanation

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This just going to be Rocki's POV

When I took the cab to my mom's house I stood there thinking back how my childhood was in this house so I went to door and rung the door bell

Ding-Dong

I stood and waited and rung it again

Ding-Dong

When the door opened I saw a girl infront of me she looked about 5 years old

( little girl: Lg)

Lg: hi who are you

Me: who are you?

Lg: I live here

Me: haha your funny somebody must be babysitting you

Then I saw my mom

Mom: Heaven who is at the door?

Then she paused and stood there and ran up to me to hug me

Mom: OMG Raquel how are you omg it's been 3 years come in we have a lot to talk about

Me: yea, we do😒

Mom: well go head and get settled in you should remember where your room is right?

Me: yea it's upstairs on the left hall the 4th door

Mom: wow you do remember

So I go upstairs to my room and it changed it had pink walls a portrait of a zebra design on the wall, a zebra bed with my name on it in black, a shelf that goes around my bed against the wall with some pictures on and all that other stuff and my own bathroom

Me: wow I like my new styled room

Heaven: thanks I thought of the idea

Me: oh sh- oh god you scared me don't do that little girl what's your name again?

Heaven: my name is heaven

Me: well hello heaven my name is Raquel but you can call me Rocki for short

Heaven: okie-dokie then * skips away*

My thoughts were who is this little girl?

Mom: you guys come down for dinner!

Heaven and Me: okay mom!

( my thought: what the hell, mom? Is she trippin or am I tripping cus I must of heard wrong, I must of over heard wrong)

Mom: okay girls tonites for dinner is fried chicken, Mac and cheese, rolls, mash potatos with gravy, and deviled eggs eat up

Me: omg mom this food is bombed I haven't had this kind of meal in 3 years

Mom: that's because you been missing a whole lot for 3 years

???: hey girls

Mom: hey Henry go head and settle down and eat up

Henry: okay

Heaven: hi daddy

Henry: hey daddy's girl

( my thoughts: okay I'm confused as fuck right now am I going crazy or something this man walks In the house and this little girl calling MY mom mommy)

Me: did I miss something this whole three years mom?

Mom looks down then looks at Henry and Henry nodded his head and took heaven upstairs

Me: well did I?

Mom: Well see wha- well how do I explain this?

Me: take your time mom it's just me and you talking

Mom: thank you do you remember when me and your dad got divorced when you 13?

Me: yea I do

Mom: well I have met this wonderful guy and we gotten to know each other then we had fallen off cus something had happened

Me: what happened?

Mom: well his mom died cus she was really sick she had cancer and so I tried to tell him everything was going to be alright, then he was so mad he started hitting on me

Me: this nigga put his hands on you?

Mom: yes *tears start to fall* but it's okay i understand why

Me: mama I care that his mom died and everything but putting his hands on you mama!?

Mom: keep it down and then he felt sorry and he gave me some time and I gave him some time until a year later we spoke again

Me: so how come I never knew about him

Mom: cus I didn't want him to know you I knew how you was going to react and I didn't know how he was going to react

Me: so you were ashamed to show me?

Mom: no I wasn't it's just-GCO

Me: it's just what mama!? * tears start to fall out my eyes*

Mom: it's just hard to explain okay!

Me: who is this nigga!

Mom: Henry!

Me: you forgave this nigga?

Mom: you watch your fucking mouth

Me: no mama that's not right did he repose to you while I didn't know?

Mom: yes then we gotten married when I told you I have to hang with some friends, we'd gotten married

Me:smh I cant believe this right now

There was silence in the room and all I could hear was my mom crying

Me: is there anymore else you have to tell me?

Mom: that little girl heaven she's my daughter I had her five years ago

Me: I was wondering why you had a big stomach * giggles*

Mom: yea * chuckles* are you upset about that too?

Me: nah I think I'll just let that go and just be happy that I have a sister

Mom: honey it's okay to let your feeling out

I threw a glass on the floor and saw my mom jumped cus I know she wasn't expecting that

Me: you don't tell me shit! Why are you hiding all this from me!!?

Mom: Raquel I'm sorry okay I'm really am! * cries hard*

Me: going to bed sit there and cry goodnight mama

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