2. First trouble

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January 2017, Poland

I was waiting with the application until I had my new passpost done. And you know, school, work, friends, parties and new boyfriend can be very time-consuming.


How do I met him? Funny story, my dear friend had a birthday party in November, and Michael was invited too. To be honest I would never pay attention to him, very shy, typical mathematics and computer lover. Im more crazy person, at this time I did my first tattoo. Anyway, I was a little bit drunk and with my bestie we went to smoke (don't judge me! I'm doing that only when I'm drinking to be more drunk, it's kind of tradition). Only one person who had a cigarettes was his friend and they both went out with us, we were talking, joking and smoking. Just another good party. But our DJ decided to do some contest for a pairs, there wasn't any real ones there and nobody wanted to go, and he in some moment of bravery took me there, after us there was two more. I don't remember the price, but we won't it. And since then we were just hanging out in school, going out and just chill. But he had that super annoying fear - he was affraid to do anything more than holding our hands togheter. I'm not in primary school to do that! I'm fucking 18 and it's month before prom! It was super flustrating, we didn't even kissed, I mean passionate kisses. I could do first step, but I think I didn't want to, not with this guy. He was too clumsy and her really was like 10yo kid sometimes.
So why I didn't brake up with him? I was trying, but he was too innocent, I didn't want him to stop believing in himself, Michael needed more time to grow, I was working with kids that time and with him was almost the same, we just didn't do homework, but talk about his problems at school...

Even when he was trying very hard to make it work, in that time I knew we won't be together for a long time so I sent questionnarie to the agency, little step to make my dreams come true. Unfortunately for the cost of his little love to me.

Oh, I almost forgot about one more thing! My family adopted a puppy!

My little sweatheart, he's sleeping, eating and just spending all the time with me <3 Panda - yes, that's his name - so far he is one of the biggest reasons I want to stay in Poland, but is that enough to ditch my dreams if I won't do this even fo...

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My little sweatheart, he's sleeping, eating and just spending all the time with me <3 Panda - yes, that's his name - so far he is one of the biggest reasons I want to stay in Poland, but is that enough to ditch my dreams if I won't do this even for a boy?

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