To My Horror

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Hey guys
Well I've got inspiration again! so I'm going I write while I still have it, and I hope you like it.
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Danny didn't seem to mind Jake coming. In fact they got to know each other better. After my stomach growled we went to eat lunch and then Jake paid for his meal and told Danny to take care of me. I rolled my eyes when he told him that because be was like a softer version of my brother.

Danny decided to take me downtown so we could hang out. We mostly just walked around the area. He took my hand, and I freaked out at first, but it was nice.

Danny and I talked about YouTube after I told him about checking out his channel.

"I saw your covers and a lot of your other videos. You're really good" I tell him.
"Thank you. I checked out your cover too. They were amazing... Especially the one you uploaded last night I mean there was a lot of intensity in that." He tells me. I probably look like I've just seen a ghost. I felt all the blood fade away from my face.
"Um, are you okay?" He snaps me out of my daze.

"Yeah I'm fine, I was just thinking that uh I forgot to tell my mom I was going out but whatever." I chuckle.

We continued talking and we had a nice day overall.

Danny dropped me off at my hose and then went back home I assume.

"Hey honey, where were you?" My mom asked me as soon as I got through the door.

"Please don't flip out, but I was on a date." I said bluntly.

"Oh my gosh, that is great. Want to tell me about him?" I felt myself blush.

"Maybe later." I said while heading up to my room.

When I got up to my room I started to clean up a bit.

I turned on my music and Only Exception by paramore came on. I danced and sang to my heart's content.

I turned and saw Logan stand in the doorway. He clapped very slowly. He looked like he had been crying.

"Are you okay?" I asked, inviting him in. We sat on the edge of my bed.

"Lindsey broke up with me." He said. I was in shock.

"What? Why?" I asked. I grabbed his hand for comfort.

"Just kidding!" He told me. I got so mad.

"Get out of my room!" I screamed at him. And he did as he was told.

I slammed the door shut and locked it. He knew. He knew that I liked him. Liked as in passed. I didn't have anyone I could trust anymore.

I saw my blade. It had been so tempting. I picked it up and twirled it. I closed my blinds and pushed the blade against my skin. I loved him. I really did. Tears flowed down my face.

I got through two and someone knocked on my door. I got nervous.

"One second." I told the person outside of my door. I put a tissue on the cuts and hid the blade in a vase and pulled my sleeve down over the tissue. I unlocked my door.

I was shocked to who I saw. Danny.

"Hey you forgot your sweatshirt in my ca- hey are you okay?" He asked. I forgot to clean my face.

"Yeah. I'm fine." I told him.

"Are you sure? I am a good listener." He replied.

"I'm sure," I replied without thought.

"Okay. I'm always here for you." He handed me my sweater and said his goodbye. He closed the door behind him.

I opened it and called out to him.

"Wait, Danny, can you stay a bit?" I asked. He nodded and came back to my room. He sat on the edge of my bed as I lied down. I pat the bed and he jumped right next to me. I chuckled at this action.

He opened his arms and I moved my head on his chest. I closed my eyes. I didn't want this life anymore.

We sat there in silence for a bit until Danny was the first one to break it.

"Oh my gosh. You're bleeding." I was in horror when I heard this. I remembered my arm. It stopped stinging.

I ran to the bathroom and locked the door. I ran cold water over it and it progressively stopped. I wrapped it and took my sweater off. I had a Panama Beach t-shirt under my sweater. I got to my room and stuffed it in my dirty clothes basket before Danny saw where the blood had come from. Then I went back to my room. He was sitting there staring at me. I held my arm behind my back. Another tear strolled down my cheek. I ruined this.

I got a jacket and zipped it up. I stood there staring a Danny. I prayed he didn't know what was going on. But he wasn't an idiot. He knew exactly what was going on. He came and grabbed my hands. He the pinched my sleeve. Slowly but surely he pulled it up. He immediately pulled it down. A few more tears fell down my cheek, while there were more threatening to spill over.

Danny pulled me in a hug and I started to sob. I could not believe this was happening.
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So um I have no response. I really don't know what/why I just wrote (that). Well see you next chapter.
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