Fake Love {P.J.M. FF}

1일째 (Day 1)

"If it was for you I could pretend that I was happy even if I was sad."

"If it was for you I could pretend that I was strong even if I was hurt."

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Mira's POV

I was diagnosed with tumor on my lungs. Stage 4.

The doctor rushed me to go as soon as possible but i don't want to. He surrendered and gave me 1 week.

Yes, I'm going to the States for treatment. I will tell Jimin, using my way. Even if i had to lie to him.

I bought a small, thin book. Just for this 7 days. To wrote down everything that i couldn't say to him.

It seems 30 days will be reduced to be just 7 days, Jimin. Or fewer.

I was on a 30-minutes break on my office. Yes. I worked as a normal office worker as Jimin worked as an idol and CEO of PARK Ent.

I started writing my journal.

JOURNAL

Hi Jimin!
You've must been wondering why I write this journal, right?
Me too.
But i'll spilled all of the things that i want to tell you here.
Includes secrets, mine and yours.
I must've tell you to read this using weird ways.
Just read 1 page everyday.
I hope you can promise me that.
Remember,
I will always love you.

~Sincerely, Mira

I wrote that for the book's opening.

Then, it all started here.

JOURNAL

Hi Jimin!
How's your day?
I bet you're tired to read this.
But i'm so thankful if you just spare me just a minute to read this.
Jimin-a, do you remember when we first met?
It's like almost love at first sight.
We met at the school gate, you asking directions to me.
I felt something when i was with you.
A spark.
You can't hide your feelings very well, your eyes sparkled when you see me.
I still laugh at that memories.
We used to hangout at the ice-cream shop nearby the school, hanging out at our secret place, and your house garden, mansion to be exactly.
I also remember our first kiss.
It was after you proposed me to be your girlfriend.
I was overwhelmed with joy that time.
But, i think your feelings has changed through this year, right?
I'll tell you more later. I have to work again.
Remember, i love you. Forever and you know that.

~Sincerely, Mira

I wipe my tears that had left my eyes. Just then Minhee came to my desk.

"Mira do you probably​ want to-Heck! What happens to you?! Why are you crying?!"

"N-no. I just get emotional suddenly. I'm okay, totally fine."

"Do you have anything to tell me?"

"Actually, yes. Let's find a better spot to talk about it."

"Okay."

We walked to the office cafe. There, me and Minhee ordered ice americano then sit at the farthest table.

"I have a tumor on my lungs. Stage 4."

"Wh-What the heck?! W-why are you here then? Shouldn't you've stayed in the hospital?!"