I'm back. White walls. How did I get here? White ceiling. No not again. White door. Wait! No it's got something written on it. Is that blood? It says 'you cannot be cleansed'. What does that mean? It's changing! What is happening? Every wall written over and over again 'The only escape is through the light'. "What does that mean?" I yell tears streaming down my face, the salty tears stung as they sought out the cuts that the bush had given me.
Collapsing on the floor I feel helpless. Sobbing. I can't escape. I feel a hand on my shoulder, turning I see. It's him! His black gloved hand is resting there. He talks for the first time but I still can't see his face; can't see his features to confirm my fear. He speaks in a calm but creepy tone almost whispering, but not quite. What he says just adds to the confusion; "He shall judge us all. Do not fret".
I can't move. Why can't I move? All I can hear in my mind is "the light", but what does it mean. I need to find it. The light. In the hall outside this cell? I can see a light flickering at the end of it. I run at the door charging shoulder first. I just bounce off it not even making a sound as I bounce off the padding. Why? Sinking down the door sobbing. I feel like there is no escape to this hell. This madness.