i was trying my best to keep my self busy..
ayoko mawalan ng ginagawa..
masyado kasi akong na ba bother sa mga pinaplano ni ralph..
by this very minute im still hoping that he will stop his foolish plans
i still believe that he will choose to do the right thing..
last night kirk called me.. and he told me that ralph was really eager to continue his revenge..
like me kirk was very much scared if what will be the results of ralph's impulsive decissions..
i know kirk love dee so much..and he also care for my brother..
his been wieghing things..and he admit its really hard to choose between the man you treat like brother and a girl you love most..
even me i dont really know what to do. i admit at firsr i try to understand ralph.. he's damn hurt because of dad's death. but hell its been two years..
cant he just accept the fact that dad was already gone??
i know its hard but heck.. he need to move on..
he need to let his life goes on with out dad on our side..
raplh needs to realize that evrything was just a pure coincidence..
i dad and tito was best of friends..
they treat each other us brothers..
but bussiness is bussiness..
they need to roll their dice..
they both take risk..
dad and tito gave their best shot..
they both need those investments that time..
saavedra's need it to be more stable and established..
but dad need that to start again cause that time our company was near bankcrapsy.
they both did their best..
but still in the end the investors need too choose..
they need ti choose only one..
the one they see that can be more trust of..
the company that could take good care of their share..
and sadly that company was the saavedra's..
dad cant accept it whole heartedly..
he felt betray by his friend..
he thinks tito did something dirty to win the investments..
dad really fealt bad.. he keeps on drinking every night..
he keep his self busy all day..
he works hard seven days a week..
dad abuses his body..
his always stress.. and later on that turns into a nightmare..
dad had a fatal heart attack..
and badly he doesnt survive..
before he lose his breath..
he told ralph to do revenge..
he make him promise to let the saavedra fall..
and my brother did the promise...
and now his making it real.. he slowly makes sure that he will get his sweet revenge for dad..
but for me its no good at all..
ralph was just blinded with hatred and he doesnt know evrerything..
im afraid he will regret it..
i know he loved dad so much..
but
hurting someone as innocent as dee was a different story..
i need to do something..
and i think i know someone who could help me..
someone who used to be on my side..
someone who teach me to Love..
someone whom i loved dearly but
i choose to leave ..
i dont know if it is a good idea but i need to play my cards..
if i takes to kneel in front of him just to let him help me ill rather do that..
in the first place its not just for me this also for his family ..
i know how much he love his mom especially dee.. thats why im not lossing hope that eventually he will find the courage to forgive me and help me with my plan..
i just hope that he will..
please bear with me....
MARK KRISTOEFF SAAVEDRA..
annica <3
