That One Night With Mr. Bieber

part 6 " I always wanted to do this "

As my 5th lecture got over I grabbed my stuff and went straight to my locker stuffing books inside and thinking about how am I going to do the research on non other than the pop star having bad boy image in the industry . It's not like I hate him or anything, he makes really good music I love his music the only thing which stresse me is his BAD BOY IMAGE I have heard a lot about him like how he treat a woman like a slave and fuck up with their lives leaves them pregnant destroying their whole career plus he does drugs and weed .. in short he has all that qualities which leads to his bad boy image . I got so much involved in my thoughts that I didn't even notice someone's intense gaze on me . I quickly jumped up and drop book out of hand as I hear 'knock knock ' sound besides me . I went down to grab my books laying on the floor and look up nervously to see the person . My jaw drops and plam started sweating as I sees Mr.kevin constantly looking at me without any blink of an eye . I gather the courage and open my mouth to say something but immediately closed when he put hair behind my ear and reaches to my lips he rub his tumb on my lower lips "Junnie you look so beautiful today" I just can't process his words that he has been saying since last few days . I looked at him nervously more like with little bit of scared . Before I could say anything , he remove his hand from my face "come to my office I'll be waiting for you " he said with hunger and lust in his eyes . Before I could make any excuse he walked away . I was not sure if I should go or not . Past few days with him feels like he is a totally different person. He is not that same person with whom I always feel comfortable and Safe . It fees complete opposite now . I rub my forehead in frustration and huff in disbelief that he is the same person how could he be ?

'Ohh come-on now why are you tensed when you know you like being close to him'. Ugh now battle started again DING DING DING my subconscious mind moke .

' ughh just stop it , I don't like it ' I yell in frustration

"Sorry Junnie but t I i was just saying that I don't have any lectures now do you have" soft low breaking voice I heared behind me , and by the voice I knew it was Alex , I turn to face him . You can clearly tell by looking at his face that anytime soon tears will fall down from his eyes . "Ohh Alex it's you hi , sorry I didn't mean to scare you or anything . " He stares at me confusingly "it was not for you , actually I was having a bad day and I didn't wanted to say it out loud but it came out loud " I added and rub his shoulder to clam him down and gave him assuring smile . He simled back " it's okay , d do you u want to share anything?" He said in his low voice . I shake my head " I have to see Mr. Kevin before we left so can you please wait for me " I gave him light smile .
Alex is shy boy and a really good boy and I didn't wanted to sound mean to him . He helped me in my Junior year with study are making assignments .
"It's okay Junnie I'll wait in library " his eyes bright up and lips curved into smile . 'damn he looks cute when he smile' I shake off my thoughts and quickly remove my hand from his shoulder 'god I didn't know how long my hands have been on his shoulder' . I wave bye at him and starts walking to the direction of Mr.kevin's office . I was still not sure about the idea of going to meet him in person alone in his office after what just happened . I was shaking , my plam were sweating like it's summer already in the season of winter . I did some breath in breath out technique to clam myself down before knocking door . I gulp hard , closed my eyes tightly telling myself I can do , I can do it repeatedly. I knock the door " come in Junnie" I felt my heart just skipped a bit when I heard my name . I mean how does he know it's me and not any other student .

I gathered my courage and step in the office , closing door behind me . He studies me top to bottom and direct me to take a seat I did the same as I being told . He gets up from his chair and comes in my direction . I squeeze my napkin in my hand . He leans in , placing his one hands on my thighs and other reaches to my face . I couldn't do anything , I was so scared of him now that I can't even say a word . He runs his fingers on my face and then his tumb reach to my lips making me more uncomfortable and I felt like I got frozen in this place I can't move a any part of my body like it got paralyzed.
He breath on my neck and placing his lips . Kissing my neck , he bring his face close to mine and he lean in , I closed my eyes I knew where he was going . As I closed my eyes his lips came in contact with my lips . And in no time he placed his lips to mine , he kissed my lower lip and then upper lip . He looses his grip on my lip and thighs . He take seat next to me " ohh god , I always wanted to do this" he grab my hand intervening his fingers with mine . I can see his eyes is full of lust ane desire . Scanning my face , lips eyes . I quickly look down because I didn't wanted to make eye contact with him. " Umm Mr.kevin I i un d don't .." before I could complete "hushh .. don't say anything . You don't know how beautiful you are. I can stare at this face forever" he got up from his chair and move close to my chair . I am really scared of him , I don't want him to kiss me again . But I can't do anything , all i could do is to pray , pray that somebody save me from this situation .
He lean in 'god please help me .... No no he can't kiss me .. I don't .. I don't want him to kiss me '
I closed my eyes tightly , squeeze napkin even harder . Before he could touch me , I heard knock knock sound . And he stepped away from me , I took advantage of this and quickly got up from chair , grab my stuff and ran right away through the door . I ran without even looking at him or asking for permission but I could feel his intense gaze on me . As I open the door ,my eyes go wide open it was Alex , yeah Alex . What was he doing here ? Before I could say anything he just gave me assuring smile like it was saying 'you don't need to worry I'm there for you' . I walked out of the office . And quickly made my way to washroom . I ran faster as I could and locked the door ,
' why all these drama , you way fantasize him kissing you . So now it just happened why aren't you happy ' my mean side moke .
' I never wanted it , never ...' I cried
' come-on dear just accept it already you loved his touched , you loved when he kissed you ' my mean side won this round too . MEAN SIDE :-2 JUNNIE :- 0
' I didn't like it ..... ' I defend sobbing .
' then why didn't you stop him ' she has a point (my mean side)
' because I'm scared, I'm scared of him , he is so powerful , he can destroy my carrier , my life just in a moment .. and I can't take that risk '. Yes I admitted , yes I'm scared of him . MEAN SIDE :-2 JUNNIE :- 1 .

splash water on my face , rubbing my face harshly , splash more and more water until I realized someone's presence in washroom , I grab towel dry my face , put make up on my face , I don't want anybody to see me crying. Yes you heard me right I was crying . Tears won't stop running down to my face . I stay there for some more time , when I felt I'm fine now , I walked out of washroom .
'its worse day of my life .. my teacher just kissed me . I couldn't process what just happened there . It can't get any worse now '

" Hey , are you okay " Alex stares at me worriedly .
" Y yeah I .. I am fine " I lied and that wasn't sound convincing .
"It's okay, we can talk about assignment later , if you're not feeling..." Before he could complete I grab hid hand " no it's fine let's go " I gave him smile ( It wasn't real ) he nod and we both went to his house , this is the first time I went to his house and surprisingly nobody was home . "Where is your parents?" I asked looking around at house . " They always stay out because of their work ." He smiled . I noded and took a seat . He bring water for me .
"Thank you " I mumble looking down at glass of water. " It's okay , it's just glass of water ." He took glass from me and smiled. " N-no I mean thank you for saving me from Mr. Kevin's intentions" I said quietly with tears in my eyes . " But how did you got to know about his intentions , I didn't share anything with you. " I added .
He comes closer to me and took seat next to me . I stair in his eyes , we both looked at each other without breaking an eye contact. " I was noticing his behavior towards you and .. and I knew something is wrong .. I suspect something strange between you two " I didn't say anything. "And when today I saw you at school you seemed little bit uncomfortable around him and when you said Mr. Kevin wanted to meet you , I realized what he is up to " tears started falling from my eyes . He took me to his embrace to comfort me , I hug him tightly crying even more harder now. He comfort me stroking my hairs and whipping tears . " Don't cry it's not your fault , stop crying " he hold my face in his hands . I looked at him with tears in my eyes . I lean in at his face , I bite my lower lips , closed my eyes and my lips met his . It was soft and gentle kiss , i tighten my grip around him , he grab my waist . I didn't realize our closeness until heard phone ringing in my pocket. We both fall apart , I loosen my grip on him and he does the same . Before I could answer the phone ,it went off . And I realized what happened , iit never ment to happen .. how .. how can I kiss someone twice in a day to two different person . I quickly grab my stuff and ran out of his house crying ... At this moment I can't trust anyone except one person I Dial number and called " h heyy c can you please come back I'll be waiting in room ... I i really need you right now " I cried and end the call without giving time to reply.