Hate You, Really?♥ (ON HOLD)

Chapter Four

Hannah's POV :

    Making my way to one of the bar stools around the edge, glad to see Rachel. We had some Vodka shots.

  'So' Rachel said drowning her sixth shot 'What are you going to do off Mike? Look's like he's hitting on you?'

  I glared at her, Still replying 'Nothing like that.'

Being my bestest friend over the years she know's everything about me In and Out; Infact, She's the one who made me realize for the first time that I just dont like Mike but I have Fallen in love with him after the fights and little encounters with him. First even I denied saying she's exaggerating it but than one day when he got fractured during football practice I cried. I never cry but I cried seeing him in so much pain. And loathed him everytime I see him with his slut of a Girlfriend - Kenzi! If only I could be in her place. That's when I started ignoring Mike Scott and thought My love will fade with time. But love never fades and I still feel the same as first time I fell in love. My love story is kinda One-sided Love at first sight! And to express it and get my heart broken and watch my self-confidence and heart break into millions of pieces I better have the guilt of Not expressing It. Nobody is scared to love, all are scared of the rejection that comes after that.

    Rachel shook her head pitifully, 'He's the son of a Zillionaire Investor. Has recently broken up with his best-friend-turned-girlfriend akka Kenzi Burns. HotShot!' throwing a sly glance at me she continued, 'You've got no issues in the way now, You can easily give it a chance and who know's you will be Getting Married immediately after the graduation and will be carrying his kids!' She winked my way, 'I know what had happened is stopping you from taking a chance but baby life goes on, even if this doesnt work out its He who has lost a chance of a Lifetime!' drewing in a breath she said 'Its you who can control and make the best of your life and opportunities No-one else, no matter what I will always be by your side - Just know that. Give it a Chance.'

    I felt myself tense accordingly after listening to Rachel. She's Right. Maybe I am only stopping from anything good too happen in my life but then I dont want to take a risk of hurting myself again like I did in the past I dont want to be in the same situation from where I turned cold-hearted, sheilding my feelings from others so they cannot hurt me and read me as my mom and ex used too. I never had a easy life and the last hope of a Happy Ending ended a longtime ago...

 
Mike's POV :

  Watching her disappear, I stood here for a long moment wondering its her second disappearing act of the evening. Why? Why does she run from me?

   That is a question uppermost in my mind - except in this second all too brief encounter my interest in her has not diminished, but intensified. There is something about her that is drawing me to her - something powerful, irrestible, overwhelming.

   I know with absolute confidence that I had felt something when she had turned her gaze to meet mine - it was something in that gaze that had told me whatever the cause of her insistence of walking away from me is - it is not because she is irresponsive to me. It is same for her as it is for me! I know it -

  That gaze, her eyes, has told me all I need to know... Whatever makes her walk away, is not because she is immune to me. Inhaling sharply, I pulled myself together.

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     Ever since the weekend, an image of Hannah Williams has taken space in my mind. I have tried endless times to put her out of my mind but it feels impossible! Why, I dont Know - cannot understand. Hannah Williams - What have you done?

    I took out my car Audi Q7 and started towards the small cafe at the corner of the street. Walking inside; I placed my order to the waitress who had her eyes cast down. She lifted her face startled by my voice so close to her, and watching her face I couldn't stop the smile from spreading across my face.