Is this fate( Adrienette soulmate AU)

Why the tears fell

Warning mention of Selfharm suicide. So be warned if you are triggered by any of this then please don't read. Love you all now on with the story.
Adrien pov:

AS Marinettes name was called I helped her up and limp to the room.As they looked her leg and foot x-ray over which they had just took they said that she had broke it. about five minuets later she had a cast and crutches but i would always stay behind her so if she fell I would catch her because I don't want her any more hurt.
"hay mari would you like to come to mine seence there is no point in going to school and so you can get used to the crutches " I say with a smile as she turned to me"sure why not." she said stopping to give her other leg a rest. As she stoped I went up to her and picked her up in to my arms like a baby as she held her crutches."thank you " she said holing on thighter with her free hand.and snuggling closer to my chest."No problem" I say as she closes her eyes.

Time skip
" Mari can you tell me wh you were crying." I ask. After doing so I felt bad because she teared up" you don't have to " I say but she just shakes her head saying" I want to . Well for a start it is my birthday." "Oh happy birthday " I say but she continued " but I hate it. That's why I was crying."she said. "Why do you hate your birthday so much." I ask hoping not to make her cry again." It starts when my mum was pregnant with my younger brother. I was so happy to be a big sister. But that changed because he was going to shear my birthday. A week before though he was born. He was early and when he was born he was not breathing not moving nor did he have colour in his face. The doctor said he was born early because he had died a week before and my mum's body was trying to get rid of it." I gasp wow she went though a lot. "Am sorry that happened" I said touching her shoulder " there more." "Wait what there is more" she noded and began again " she became depressed forgot all about me,people said she would be fine I a few days. But that did not happen. It was my birthday and I went to wake my perantes up as you would. But I only found my dad in the bed so I thought my mum was in the kitchen make me a special breakfast. When I checked she wasn't. I looked every were for her but I could not find her. That until I needed to go a toilet. I regret going in the room because the sight I saw I can never forget. My mum was in the bath the water as red a wine one arm out with a real deep and long cut. I screamed at the top of my lungs and colasped to the floor cry. My dad ran in and colasped with me hugging me as tight as her could." Once hearing this I hugged her. " The next year came around my dad became depressed he stile is but got and is still getting help but no celibrations was held on that day from then on. Never will why should I celibate my mum's death that is just wrong. Alya is the only other person to know because she saw me makeing these on day." She said pulling up her shorts just a little more so I could see 4 little silver lines I gasped a tears went down my face I never image new my solemate would go thought something like this and she his it so well all ways smiling and helping others. Now that I say that it does aways same around this time she talks less and doesn't smile." I only did this once now ever day on my birthday Alya says with me the whole night just to make sure I don't do it again. I did promise her I would not do it again but she still stays with me. Now every birthday morning I make sure my dad is in the room because it was the norm for him to sleep in now just to make sure he was there and so I know he didn't do what my mum did." she said.
I hugged her. About five minuets later her phone rang.

Mari pov:
"Girl I need to tell you some thing......."

Hahaha left you with a cliff hanger. Sorry for such a dark back story. I det you didn't expect it to be this dark. Well I hope you injoyed.
Bye for now my kittens