5 seconds of summer imagines/preferences

He sees your cuts/blades

Ashton:

You looked at yourself in the mirror, disgusted to what you see. You cringed at the reflection and grabbed Ashton's shirt from your bed, you stuffed the top over your head and straightened it out. You screamed as it wouldn't go over your thighs. "Ugh," you said in disgust. You closed your eyes and tugged at your hair, two strong arms wrapped around your waist, "what's up baby?" The voice asked from behind you. You looked into your mirror, avoiding your reflection, and saw the perfect boy you called your boyfriend. "Nothing, Ashton. I'm fine, go back to the lads," you whispered, wanting him to go away so you can carry on hating yourself. You've always been bigger than the rest and it made you super self conscious. Ashton's eyes diverted to your wrist, he sighed and spun you around. He grabbed the first aid kit that was in his draw for emergencies. He dabbed the wet wipe over your cuts, wiping away excess blood. He bandaged your arm up after kissing each one off your cuts, "nothing will make me stop loving you." He whispered, he took you into his arms and rocked you slowly, whispering sweet nothings in your ear.

Luke:

"Ugly" you whispered to yourself as you sliced the blade deeper into your arm. You decided it was the last cut, so you pushed your blade back under your bed in your secret bag. You lay there on your bed, with blood oozing out off your wrist, "babe?" Someone called from outside off the door, to you, the lads sounded the same and all of them called you babe, so you had no idea who it was. You hid your arm under the cover and sorted your quilts out before shouting for whoever it was to come in. No surprise, it was Luke. "Bae? The bed is full off blood, did you come on your period?" He asked, wiping the little pool off blood away. "No." You whispered, before laying your head back on the pillow. Luke's eyes shot to your wrist and he sighed, "I thought you'd stopped." He grunted, "not everything is about what you want luke," you argued. He groaned before wiping the blood off your arm, "no. Luke," you squirmed. "Just shut the fuck up and let me clean your blood away," he said through gritted teeth. You jumped back in response, Luke had never sworn at you, because he could never bring himself to do it. "Luke.." You whispered, tears springing in your eyes, "I'm sorry, I swear I didn't mean that, baby" he whispered pushing a hand through his hair. He kissed your cheek, lightly, causing you to smile wide, he brought himself back up to a standing position and proceed to walk out.

Michael:

"Bitch!" People screamed to you, the circle was crowding into you. "STOP!" You screamed, punching your head. "Slag! Whore! Fat! Ugly! Worthless! Useless! Fucking stupid weird bitch!" They said as they closed in some more, sending you flying and you blacking out. "LEAVE HER THE FUCK ALONE!" You heard someone, who you believed to be Michael shout. Michael was most popular so it was clear they were gonna move. He picked you up in his strong home and carried you to his car. He lay you down in the passenger seat and then ran around to the drivers seat, he climbed in slowly then began revving the engine.

A while into the journey back to Luke's, Michael peered over to check see if you okay with a smile plastered on his face, only his smile faded as he saw your arms covered in a lot off cuts. He sighed and kissed your forehead lightly, "I love you." He whispered, "you just don't know that yet," little did he know, you now did. Truth was you couldn't sleep so you was listening to Michael pretending to be a rockstar to his song, End Up Here, he was adorable none the less.

Calum:

"Baby," he moaned after you had stormed into the bathroom, wanting to take a shower but calum didn't like that idea, he said, and you quoted after wards, "save water, shower with Calum Hood." Which you just laughed off because it was rude yet adorable.

Half way through your shower, you heard calum walk in. "Babe? You got any aspirin, headache." He moaned, "top draw" you yelled. You heard him rummage through before saying a yes and popping too. You opened the shower door and insisted Calum gave you, your towel. He finally gave in and handed to you, you wrapped it around your body, hiding it as best you could and cringing, stepping out. "Oh, don't worry about your cuts, darl', I saw your blades when I was looking for aspirin" he whispered as he wrapped his arms around your waist, "okay?" He whispered, "okay," you replied.

OMFG YES I KNOW I QUOTED TFIOS BUT I HAD TO BC PERF AND I FINALLY UPDATED YAS!