"First time"

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Cheryl's perspective
As I was meditating in everything. My mind wasn't off Toni. Someone entered I know of course because of the bell. That person was Toni. "What is she doing here ?" I'm looking straight into her eyes. But I can't do this I can't... Mother was right, I have never known what love is after all. It was just a fantasy that my mind lives in. But I... I can't tell her she wouldn't understand. I can't do ANYTHING. I'm going back to mother at Thistle house.
"Cheryl !... Wait come back". I hear Toni as I leave. Great its raining a lot. I feel someone holding my arm tightly. Toni holds me back as I try to get loose. "Cheryl please tell me what's going on I'm worried." "Toni this time you wouldn't understand" I'm crying at this point. "I would understand if you just tell me what's going on. Please tell me the truth." Toni looks at me with her big beautiful brown eyes. She has a point though, she would understand if I told her. "I need the truth Cheryl please doesn't matter if it's good or bad. I want you to talk to me........."

Toni's perspective
My heart is pounding right now although I'm getting soaked but it's worth it. Cheryl needs to tell me what's going on. I'm not gonna let her hold any feelings in because that's not good. "Toni... Do you really want to hear the truth ?" "Yes of course that's what matters more." There is pause and she steps a bit closer..... "Look just know that I really like you. Ever since I met you I liked you. Those cuddles and holding hands weren't by accident. I wanted to be close with you because felt safe being with you. I understand if you don't like me back but this is why I've been pushing back...." Wow I can't she likes me too. "I have to go" Cheryl is leaving in the rain No ! I pulled her arm to make her stop she did....... I held her face with a hand each side of her cheeks. This feels so right. "Toni what are you doing ?." I stepped a bit closer. "I should've told you that I like you too and I want to be with you. Ever since we've been together we are inseparable. I've held back the truth because I was afraid... I'm sorry." I feel so relieved right but not quite yet........

Cheryl's perspective
We're standing in the rain and just looking at each other. I can't stop starring at Toni because she's gorgeous that I smiled. She actually likes me. There's a small gap between us and she takes one stop forward. "Toni I-"
I'm interrupted with her lips on mine that fills the gap. Kissing in the rain..... This feels so wow it's nice and passionate I don't want this to end at all. This kiss actually feels good it feels really. We both pulled away gently I just smiled at her, this is actually happening. "Cheryl I've always wanted this moment with you but come on let's go home." She says with a soft tone. "Ok T.T". We both got on her motorcycle and headed to her trailer. As I put my head on her shoulder I felt safe. Toni was my everything. Now I can actually say that she's mine and I'm hers.

Toni's perspective
Words can't describe how I feel right now. Cheryl is everything to me. My feelings are released and we're not afraid. As we're riding on my motorcycle she has her head on my shoulder. The streets are dark the lights are bright. The rain slowly stopped as clouds clear and the stars were beautiful. "Are you comfortable back there ?!" "Yes Toni you're like a pillow very soft." I can't with Cheryl. This night was amazing. That kiss is something I'll never forget because it was special.....

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