Choni// New Feelings

"Having pain"

Cheryl's perspective
Its been three days since Alex got killed. Toni hasn't been to school neither has left the trailer since. It hurts my heart seeing her like this. I'm at Pop's right now waiting for a huge order I did. So nobody doesn't have to cook. There's someone that won't forget. That fact how Toni thought she was gonna die and Alex jumped in front of her, took the bullet, and killed Penny. I have my order and I hopped on her motorcycle. Then, I went full speed. I arrived at her trailer in less than 5 mins. Which is a record. I opened the door and Toni is sitting on the couch doing nothing. I put the stuff on the table and I sit down.

Toni's perspective
Should I be mad, depressed, or etc ? Because I don't know what to do. Cheryl comes in but I don't say a word. I'm not feeling anything. She sits down next me. There's a silence in the room. "Toni do you want to talk ?" I don't answer. But I shake my head no. "Do you want to... Eat at least ?" She says with a quiet tone. I shake my head yes. Then Cheryl gets up and brings the food on a small table I have. We start eating and I was last to finish because I'm feeling better physically but emotionally I'm dead. "Toni can you at least say something ? I haven't heard you in a while I miss you." I started thinking about Alex again. That image of her being shot and on the ground. Then, she said how she never meant to hurt me. Alex was only protecting me. I instantly break down in front of Cheryl fall on the floor. My tears are all over the place.

Cheryl's perspective
I hold Toni in my arms. I don't care about anything in this world because my girl is broken. "Toni I can't tell you much. But just know that because of you going through these things makes you a strong person." I hear Toni calming down slowly. I looked down and she's sleeping quietly. I picked her up and carry Toni to our room. Then, layed her down slowly, covering her with just one blanket. I layed down next to her and give Toni a kiss on her forehead. "Sometimes people don't have to words to say they just act out what they're trying to say." Toni says. That made me think a lot about many things that have happen with J.J, mother, and everything else. I was then seeing Toni fall asleep. "I love you Toni don't forget that neither doubt it." I walk out and sit on the couch just wondering what to do. Almost as if we were a married couple. I want her to recover from what's happened. Its not the only heartbreaking thing I'll see....

Sorry this chapter was short I havent posted in a while because I have finals and graduate this Friday which is good because then I'll be able to post more that's promise that won't be broken.