Sex Love & Lies

Jimmy's Bachelor Party

A/N: Sorry this one is a little short, but it'll get juicy real soon 😘

"So when were you going to tell me?"
"What are you talking about?"
"The neighbors."
I rubbed my temples and exhaled, I had no intentions of telling him.
"I don't know, John it just happened."
"Situations like you don't just happen," he mocked.
I rolled my eyes,"John I already got the hoe lecture before don't fucking start."
"So where are you going now?"
"I told you Sasha invited me to a party I'm not going to be gone long, just keep an eye out on T.J. please," I said as I kissed him goodbye.
He grabbed my hand and looked me in the eyes, "I just want you to myself Tamara. I want you and Chantell, is that too much to ask?"
"John I have to go," I left out, but not before kissing T.J. goodnight.
I looked at my son sound asleep and I promised myself this was the last night.
I got in the car and called Sasha.
"You ready?"
"Yeah, I'm putting on my heels now."
"Alright I'll be to you in bout ten minutes."
"Okay."
We hung up and I texted John.
Me: I love you, I'll be home by 12.
John: Yea I'll see.
Me: I said I love you.
John: I love you too.
I honk my horn 3x and Sasha came out dressed up in the outfit I got her. I smiled a little as she got in the car.
"How I look?"
"Like a snack," I smiled.
She laughed as we made our way to the hotel.
"Well damn y'all fine," some guy said as he opened the door.
"Fellas," he yelled as we walked in. There was at least fifteen guys.
"I'm Chantell and this is Sarah," I said looking at Sasha.
"Alright let's bring the groom out."
A few seconds later, an old client came out. I laughed.
"Jimmy?"
"Damn girl," he smirked checking me and Sasha out.
"Let's get this party started," Sasha screamed.
                    ^^^^^^
2:30am
John is going to lose his shit on me. I tried my hardest to quietly unlock the door only to be stopped by John.
He looked me in the eyes. "Are you fucking drunk?"
"No," I giggled.
He grabbed my arm and forced me into the house. I stumbled my way into the room.
"You can't be serious? You have a family now Tamara," John yelled.
"Stop yelling, before you wake my son up," I semi-screamed.
He rubbed his hands on his face and sighed. "Tamara, I can't do this, It's my fault for jumping into this, especially with someone like you."
"What you mean someone like me," I said damn near in tears.
"Tamara you know you're not good for being a wife, a mother, and everything else that comes with this."
I sat there for a second, thinking back to when I first was sold.
FLASHBACK
"Chantie, you know your mother and I love you."
"Yes," I smiled as my dad came in my room with shopping bags.
"I got you some things, put them on and I'll be back."
I grabbed the bags, waited until he left and open them.
"Thongs?"
The twelve year old in me had no idea what to do, so of course I followed my dad's commands. About twenty minutes later in walked my mother with Samson and an older girl.
"Chantell, this is Samson and Kamora."
They both smiled at me as I watch Samson give my mother cash and she left out.
"So, you wanna go first," Kamora asked Samson.
"Go ahead," he told her.
PRESENT
That was the first time I had sex, and the first time I was sold.
I looked over to John sitting at the edge of the bed. I crawled behind him with tears building up behind my eyes.
"I'm sorry okay, you don't understand. I'm not use to this. I've been a hoe since twelve, and not by choice. Do you know what that feels like?"
At this point the tears were already streaming down my face. I hate crying, but I couldn't help myself. I needed the pain to leave.
He turned around looking at me with sympathetic eyes as he hugged me tight.
"I'm willing to help, Tamara, but you gotta wanna change for yourself."
I cried as he held on to me. I needed to be clean about everything before I commit to him. I pulled from him.
"John, I need to be honest with everything."
"Let's just leave it alone," he sighed.
"Okay," I whispered.
We laid in the bed quiet until we both dozed off to sleep.