the life of Joshifer ❤

Chapter 3

Jennifers POV

I couln't sleep the night before so I decided to go for a walk.

while I was outside everything was so peacefull. it was around 8 pm and the sun just started to go down. all the people were at home, watching soccer with there family and the only thing I was doing is trying to make my mind empty. For a moment I wanted to forget everything, forget Josh, forget the fact that I was going to see him tomorow again, just everything. 

I was happy that I was one of the only ones outside. I love my fans and everyone, really, but sometimes I'm not so 'in the mood' for pictures. Today is that kind of day. 

I walked around for a little while and the sun was almost under, time to get home. I walked further and longer than I thougt, it was allready 9 pm. time flys if you don't try to think about anything. you exaly can't think about nothing because if you think about nothing you are THINKING about NOTHING. ha ha. I know my jokes aren't funny but bitch please I need to do something right;).

I decided to watch some tv so I sad down in my red velvet chair and put the tv on. I immediately regretted, Josh had an interview about 'hungergames' ugh how could I be so stupid. I just forget him. 

little disclamer: I know I'm doing pretty dramatic about this whole 'Josh thing' and I only met him ones and chatted with him ones but he just looks so sweet. AND we talked about monster and aliens 45 minutes long so that's a high plus! and yes, i know he is younger than I am. and yes, i know he is smaller than i am but I don't care. I mean: I donut care, you get it do not, donut. not funny again is it...

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the next morning I slept pretty well. I dreamed about pizza so yeah I guess I slept well! I woke up around 8 am and needed to be ready at 10 am. they pick me up at ten so I have plenty of time. I ate some oats for breakfast and than I got dressed. there are comstumes at the set so I just went for some black skinny's and a grey, 'boyfriend' tee. 

9 am, just had a whole hour to go so I put the tv on,

"YEAH SPONGBOB THANK YOU :D" I screamed. spongbob is kind of my favorite television-show if you were wondering:). omg guys it is a marathon can't handle this!!!!!!!!!!!! 

an hour later the taxi arrived and I got in. the set wasn't that far away from my hometown so I didn't need to go into a hotel or something like that what was quite good beacause I love my own bed and red velvet chair. when we arrived I started to get nervous again, I was going to meet the whole cast and we were going to play the 'bread scene' with peeta and me and maybe some other scene's if we can find the time. 

I got out the car and walked up to the set. I was the first one there accept for Gary, the director. 

"hey Jennifer! how are you?" Gary said. I was nervous and really tired but I just said "hey Gary, yes I'm fine thanks. Is Josh here already?" Gary smiled "no He isn't here yet, Come on sit down, do you want something to drink?" "yes some water please." and then Gary left and I sat there all on my own. 

Gary stil wasn't  back when suddenly a car arrived. It was a dark blue renault with blinded windows. Had to be one of the actors I thougt and yes there he was, Josh. his hair was mesy and he was wearing a pair of dark jeans, a white V-nek tee and a blue flanel. He looked a little nervous. and then, we made eye contact. there appeared a little crooked smile on his face and he walked over to me. 

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Josh's POV 

when I arrived the first thing what I saw where her eyes. those beautifull blue/grey eyes. I smiled a little and she smiled back. I was a little nervous because our first phonecall was kind of weird and uhm let's just say unusual. I hope she is the same in real life as she was on the phone because then I knew I was getting a amazing time on set. I decided to just go talk to her so I walked over to her.then I tripped overneed a stone or something and I ALMOST fell, almost. my cheeks were turning red and I was really ashamed! Jennifer just started laughing and I laughed with her.

"is it funny?" I asked. "funny? hilarious! did you even saw yourself? gosh dammit why didn't I filmed that." Jennifer answered, still laughing. I was quiet for a while and sat down next to her. "well exaly I didn't saw myself, It's a little hard you see" and she stared laughing even harder. not a bad start Josh, and I gave myself a pet on the back. not really because that would be a little akward but just in my head. 

Jennifer and I just sat silents for a while. sometimes one of us asked the other something about the movie or book but you couln't really call it a 'conversation'. so we just sat there, waiting really akwardly (is that even a word uhm I guess now it is!) and that went on for a while but finnaly Gary came. 

"JOSH! finnaly you are here, thank god" Gary said. "yes, here I am, fresh and ready" okay I just want to make clear that I didn't know what was going on in my mind hen I sat that. 'fresh and ready' I mean ughh that is so childish and WHY DID I EVEN SAID THAT. 

"good, come on you two. let's make a amazing movie!" and we just followed Gary around. Gary showed us the whole set and also they 'arena' area. aka just a really fake wood. we saw a lot of people already working on the cameras and the decor. I couln't really pay attention because I couln't keep my eyes of Jennifer. she was just so beautiful and I needed to kiss her in the movie, how am I ever going to do that.  Jennifer looked back and smiled, SHE SMILED TO ME! and then she just looked away. trying to follow what Gary says. 

After the little guided tour every single member of the cast was arrived. I saw Liam who I knew as 'the boyfriend from' miley I saw willow, Lenny, donald and woody. the rest of the names I didn't knew. some of the people were looking at me. and jennifer of course. willow looked really happy and excited and Donald just looked really angry. maybe he was practicing for his rol as 'president snow'. 

"Hello everyone, I am so glad you guys are here in beautiful Georgia! the upcoming months we are going to have an awesome time with every single one of you and we are going to film one of my favorite books: 'the hungergames'! I hope you are even so excited as I am and I think we just need to get started with saying our names and just say what you have done before this movie. who's first? ". 

Willow steped forward and with her soft and gentle voice she said: "hello, my name is Willow Shields. I am 10 years old and I'm going to play Primrose Everdeen. before the hungergames I played in a couple of series and I played in a telavision movie named 'beyond the blackboard' in 2011. " and she did a step back again. "thanks willow" Gary said. 

a few more people who I  didn't knew steped forward and did there little talk. then, it was jennifer's turn. 

"hello, I am Jennifer Lawrence and I play Katniss Everdeen in this movie. I played in a lot of movies before this one but the ones that I enjoyed the most were al of the 'X-men' movies. thanks for listining." That's al she said and everyone was quiet. litterly everyone! 

I'm happy that I know everyones name right now but I sure am going to forget themsoon enough. I'm just really bad with names. DON'T JUDGE. 

Jennifer walked over to me, what is she doing I don't look cute and she is walking over to me omg. 

"Josh, hey! just want to say that I can't wait to start with acting. see you later!" and with that said she just left. not even waiting for a response but she did turned around ones and she said something really quiet, I couln't hear it but  is saw her lips move! what did she say......?