Chapter four

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We pulled away as we herd a gasp.

I pushed Justin away from me and turned my head towards where the noise was to see.....

Zoe.

I relaxed abit but wasnt, she knows that Selena and Justin are together by the way they were acting today, or was that all fake?

"Maddison?" Zoe said shock on her face.

"I-I-it was-was......" I couldn't say it wasn't my fault, I kissed him back.

But is he drunk? Possibly why would he want to kiss me.

"Don't worry your secrets safe with me" she smirked and headed back down the stairs.

I sighed and turned towards Justin.

"Justin I think your drunk and you don't know what your doing." I said playing with my fingers.

"No I'm not," he shook his head "I wanted to do that and I chose to do that I promise you I'm not drunk" he said looking deep into my eyes.

"But what about sel-"

He kissed me again cutting me off on purpose and he put my arms round his neck.

I went along with it and kissed back and the kiss got deeper and deeper into an makeout session.

He lifted me up and carried me into a bedroom, Selena's room.

He put me up against the wall holding one leg and the other hand on my waist.

Both my hands were tangled in his soft brown hair and bombs went off as our lips moved in sync.

I knew he was cheating on Selena but he chose to.

I don't know if I want to be like FWB (friends with benefits)

So I shouldn't lead him on anymore.

Next thing you know we'd be having sex and I don't want that now.

I pulled away from Justin suddenly and covered my mouth looking down.

"Whats wrong?" he asked caressing my face.

"This is wrong Justin I don't want to do this" I said turning my head so his hand fell from my face.

"Please I really like you, I want to get to know you and I didn't know how to just...... it was in the moment." he said shrugging

My face fell "all of that was in the moment? Justin get fucking real that is the saddest excuse I've ever herd!" I said

He stayed silent.

"You know what, I liked you, I had a crush on you the very minute Selena introduced me to you and I know it is wrong to go off with your friends boyfriend and I didn't mean to lead you on if I did but this is never to be herd of again." I said hands on my hips.

"Look maddy I didn't mean it like that it's just"

"Just what? hard? well maybe you should of took things slow with Selena to see if you were gonna have a strong relationship with her." I said

"Well I'm sorry she rushed me! look I really like you and I want to be with you, not her" he said

"Shut the fuck up Justin, don't talk to me again" I said and walked out the bedroom.

I can't believe this, I can't believe me!

How could I do this to Selena? she's been nothing but loyal and good to me and I repay her with this!

I walked down the stairs and I saw Selena and the guys all fooling around.

As if she never missed Justin.

"Hey Selena I'm going now I don't feel well" I lied.

"Okay bye" she said waving me off.

"Bitch" I mumbled walking out the door.

Zoe came running after me.

I'm really not in the mood for her.

"I knew it! you like him!" she squealed as we walked down the road more.

I turned around to look at the house and saw justin looking out the window at me.

I turned around and started walking again.

"I'm not so sure" I sighed.

"But you kissed him?" she said

"No Zoe he kissed me, and I kissed back" I huffed rolling my eyes and kicking every rock on the ground.

"But you like him so why are you so glum about it?" she said

"Because that's Selena's boyfriend! and they're together! I'm not willing to be a wallflower yaknow." I said frowning.

"Well, if I was in your situation I would sit with him and talk"

"I told him to not speak to me again" I grumbled

"Why!"

"Because I can see he don't want to break up with Selena he wants to have two relationships! he's a fucking player". I said

"Yeah but he was drunk you don't know if he wanted that" Zoe said raising an eyebrow

"He told me he wasn't though" I said "he didn't seem it either"

"Most people don't but they are so when you go school tomorrow just act like nothig happened." Zoe advised

"Okay, and of he remembers?"

"Then that's a problem of your own" she smirked

"Oh thanks, you my number one sister" I said sarcastically.

We walked home and all I did was grumble about the situation.

Why did I kiss back?

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