April 23, 2018

30 5 0
                                    

Dear Brother,

I told you to leave me. Let go. You didn't listen to me. So I had to ask it as my last wish.

With your hurt face in front of my eyes, I wanted to tell you that I loved you. That I'll miss you. But I couldn't.

Seven years ago, when I was diagnosed with Leukemia I started hating the world. Everyone could be happy but I couldn't.

A cloud of gloom lurking over me. Raining sorrow and drenching me in despair.

I walk down memory lane, try to go as far as I can. Yet, I can't find the exact place. The bend where it all changed.

Where I started hating myself.

It may seem unreasonable. Petty even. But I didn't like myself for being like this.

Good thing I don't have to keep hating one person very long from now.

Yours Lovingly,
Carolina

Last LetterWhere stories live. Discover now