It’s the most happiest day of my life. Everyone around me is overwhelmed with happiness but the person whose happiness matters most to me is unaware of the moment. I could not help but to yearn for them and miss them. My world revolved around two people… One who left me and the other whom I left behind.
Just missing them all through day and night has became my routine. I always wanted this life Im leading now should turn out to be worst dream of my life, and I wake up from sleep in Neela Maa’s lap with her running her hands lovingly through my hair and Neil beside me holding my hand with most heart warming smile in his face. The wail of the infant in my arms brought me out of my trance. I still couldn’t believe I’m holding the symbol of our love, the gift of our married life, the identity of one soul AVNEIL .
I just wish everything gets back to normalcy just like magic. I couldn’t imagine how much love this boy would be receiving if all were fine. He would be the centre of attraction in the Khanna House, receiving all the attention from mummyji and bebo, sparing none to their tillu. Papaji would spend most of his time with baby and would definitely win best dadu award too. Ali and DD would have started spoiling him with so much love and gifts. Neela Maa and I would always be fighting as I would be sure jealous of my own kid with him grabbing all her time, pampering, love and affection which was mine alone. First my husband and now my kid both would be taking away my Neela Maa from me. I would bet my lil kid would spend most of his time with his cool nani than with any of us, after all she is his Mothers’ Mother.Best of all would be his dad… Neil…. He would be the bestest… he would train my lil boy to take his side always… he would always be at the baby’s side…he would always wanted to witness every first action of our kid…his first smile..his first cry…his first word…his first crawl…his first step…he would be the dad that I craved for all my childhood… We would be living our life with my family.. MY DREAM HOME…..
But alas I could give none of these happiness to them, but I will make sure I give all the happiness to this bundle of joy….He gave birth to his mother who conquer the world for his happiness.. This baby will only be mine. I cannot share him with anyone, afterall he is the only person I have now to call my own and claim as mine.
