regret rejecting me yet alpha?

Mates? orrr Not Mates?

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Nicoles pov

I stare at him with wide eyes soon slapping him on2 the face.

" Never. Do that to me again." I shove him off and storm out the room.

I dont feel the sparks he claims to have.

Maybe he just..has the thought of us being mate's

But

He has no right to do that to me, knowing im still hurting from alec.

As my feet pound heavily on the ground people dodge to the side seeing me in this state.

All I could use right now...is my parents.

I know they are alive. I never spent a lot of time with them even when i stopped by. I didnt even see my mom.

I shut my door and slide down it slowly..

and break down.

Its okay to cry.

Its okay not to be okay.

But what's not okay is questioning what im living for.

My mate rejected me.

Parentless.

Trust issues.

PTSD.

Everything happens to me.

I know people have it worse than me..but sometimes I feel like...i take the pain for everyone else's mistakes.

My body shakes and sobs roar from my body and the pain in ky head grows from the amount of crying in doing.

I don't know why im crying to be honest.

Maybe because im not happy with life.

Maybe because of Nick.

I dont know.

I know i need to find comfort in the place I yern for the most.

The man that was suppose to stay by my side.

The man that was suppose to love me forever.

The man that shouldve been by me even when he didnt know how to handel it.

Then man that would support me through my issues.

So ill get to him, even if it brings me pain.

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SO WHO DO YOU THINK SHE IS GONNA VISIT?

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SORRY FOR THE LONG WAIT