Welcome to My Mind

Part Four

5/26/18 1:54 AM

I can't sleep. My mind is blocked by all this stress. It's storming outside my house. And it's storming inside my mind. It sucks that I never relax. I just don't have time for relaxing. I need to be doing something at all times. It doesn't help that my bestest friends are ones you have online and my friends in real life always have drama.

I can't even make any new ones because there are kind of people who like doing different things.

My group - the drama queens
The friends who talked behind my back - the "nice" girls
The one with my crush - basket ball players
The most annoying people - the soccer players
The smart asses - the nerds
The ones who just sit there - the weirdos

I have nowhere to go. Sometimes I just ask myself if friends are even worth it. Worth my time. I give them all I have. Presents, food, drink, and what do I get? A thank you. It's dumb. It's honestly dumb. I understand if I just give it to them but if it's a favor you better expect one back from me.

I swear the people in my class drive me crazy. That's why I'm writing on Wattpad about my life and thoughts.

5/25/18 2:05 AM