Welcome to My Mind

Part Ten

I don't know what to do. Oh god I'm crying. Nothing is going right. I don't know what to do with myself. I say I'm okay when I'm not.my mind is so fuzzy and blacked I don't even know what to write anymore. Sometimes I just wish somebody I loved dearly would just come up to my door and hug me. And say,

"Everything will be alright."

But it never seems to turn out that way. I don't have any hope to keep me going.

- Kaden is dating Takiyah.
- Takiyah is moving, along with two other people I love.
- My grandma died. (I love you always grandma.)
- My aunt's dog died (You were the best dog.)
- My grades lowered
- I can't focus in school.
- None of my friends understand
- I'm alone.
- I cry all the time
- I've had multiple mental breakdowns during school.

I don't know where to go. I don't know what to do. I am trapped.

5/29/18 9:07 PM