dangerous man [m.yg & k.js]

thirtyfive

i woke up and found myself in the hospital. there he is. min yoongi, sitting in the couch. he turned to me and realized i have woke up.
"you are awake." the day i fear the most has come-yoongi.
i didn't say anything and just turn to the other side.
"babe i am sorry" he sobbed. why is he crying.
"you have no right to call me babe min yoongi. you don't!" i said with a stern voice. 
"i know what i have done jisoo. please give me a chance. i promise i will not cheat again." he is not himself anymore. the yoongi i know would never cry.
"don't promise me something you can and never do suga-sshi" i said and turned to look at him in the eye.
"do you see this? this is what you did to me suga-sshi" i show him my wrist where there are faded scars.
"i cut myself when i find out i cheat on me with Jin Ae (tb to chapter five)" my eyes were red.
"these second scar here is when you asked me to break up (tb to chapter six)" i pointed to those scars ranking on my wrist. 
"the third one? you see this? these was when you scold me and said i am needy. i downgrade myself to be your second girlfriend while i supposed to be your one and only suga-sshi. you came to me when you and jin ae fight and leave after she said sorry. like seriously suga-sshi. what am i to you? (tb to chapter seven) " i hissed and droplet of tear fall on those scar.
"the fifth scar is when i see you in your new girlfriend. i thought i have already forgotten you, but then you show up. i cut myself to forget you. it hurts as shit (tb to chapter ten) " he looks miserable.
"you see this deepest scar right here? these was when you want me for sex! i feel stupid to even let you touch me (tb to chapter eleven)" he cried.
"and you see this yoongi? these was when i was in a car accident. when i need you. you were nowhere to be found. i have no idea why you even come into my mind. do you know i have a driving phobia? (tb to chapter 12)" now i showed him my left arm.
"i know jisoo. i know you have driving phobia. i am sorry. i am the cause of all of these stupid scars and phobia" he tried to hold my hand but i brush him off.
"these aren't just scars yoongi. these are here to remind me of the shit you put me through." i looked at him and said.
"you know after all of these, i was willing to be with you until the day at the restaurant (chapter 13). she lied to you, yet you believe her and slap me. that shit hurt more than having my finger cut off. you see these scar on my forehead? i lost some of my memories and that's make me happy as hell." i pull my hair up so he has a clearer look on the scar on my forehead.
"can i make up to you for whatever i have done?" he said and squeezed my hand he is holding.
"you know what you can do to make my feel better?" he smiled and looked into my teary eyes.
"fuck off. get your ass out of my life. what's will make me feel better" i took my hand and pointed to the door.
"no i am not leaving you" he said while grabbing my hand back.
"serve yourself right then" i took my hand back and turn to the other side to sleep.