Who are you? [Maknae's enemy SS2] ✔️

2- Dear diary

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Charin's POV

6 months ago...

Dear dairy,

I just feel better after the coma. I was confused when I woke up but then I saw Jackson oppa. He told me that his brother, James, was the one who hits me by his car but I didn't want anything from him. Jackson oppa insisted to pay all the things so I let him but I said that I'll repay him.

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Dear diary,

My face hurts so much, after the surgery all my face was swollen. The doctor do my eye, my skin, well all my face..

I hope to be heal soon.

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Dear diary,

The news reported about me, Park Charin that disappear.... But really, who cares? Everybody hates me already, I didn't know what I did to make them hate me that much. I just want to be in a place that I can call it peace but in this world I don't think I'll find it one day.

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Dear diary,

Today I told Jackson oppa about me and Mei, since he always asked about how I was there in the first place. He understood and wanna help me, I'm so thankful that he wanted to. I told him that I want to go back to Seoul but not as me, Park Charin. I don't want everybody to recognize me, I don't want to be in danger again. He agreed with that and he changed my name.

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Dear diary,

Today I'm not me anymore.. I mean I'm not Park Charin anymore but I'm Wang Jasmine or Jas for short. I love the name, Jackson oppa says that he always wanted a sister so I told him that I'll be his sister. So now I'm part of his family and I really thanked him for that. I'm in the 'J' sibling, James, Jackson and me Jasmine.

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Dear diary,

Today I'm only staring at the ceiling, laying on the bed of the hospital again. It's been 3 months that I was waiting for my face to heal after the chirurgie plastic. The pain wasn't coming out from my physic but from my heart.

You're the one to know my problems and you're always there for me.

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Dear diary,

Today Jackson oppa came to visit me after his long schedule. I'm wondering why he came and why he wanted to help. Maybe it's because he has pity for me or maybe because his brother's car hit me.

But he took care of me since the crash until now. Why is he so good to me? Should I really trust someone now?

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Dear diary,

I can feel that anything is the same. My face it's get better than before, we only wait for the injury to be heal.

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Dear diary,

I finally get see my face after the surgery, the doctor took the bandage off. I saw my face, well i can't say it's my face. It was a new of me, my new face but I still can see the old in this face somehow. Anyway, I don't regret it.

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Dear diary,

Today is the best day ever, the doctor said that I can go home tomorrow!! I'm so happy, I'll finally get out of this white room. Jackson oppa invited me to live with him, I said It was okay but he said he really wanna help.

I'm so excited to be tomorrow.

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Dear diary,

Living with Jackson oppa is not that bad. He took care of me like his sister. While he go out for work, I do the all the house cleaning. I want to go in the world of Kpop again. I saw some audition in a website saying that JYP will do an audition for some new trainee.

Just hope that I will get in the agency please..

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Dear diary,

Guess what? I got accepted in JYP!!! I'm now a new trainee in the agency. I told Jackson oppa about this and he was really happy as I am. When I went to audition, I didn't say that I was the sister of Jackson but the director knows after I told him.

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Dear diary,

I miss Jimin oppa so much. I miss everybody. Everybody except Mei. I don't know what am I doing right now, seeing them in the tv makes me want to cry.

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Dear diary,

I saw in the tv, Bts, Blackpink and SwS. Yes SwS is the new group which Mei is the one of the member. The groups are really popular as they always are. Do they miss me like I miss them? Did they already forgot about me?

In the news they talk about me disappearing but after that no one seems to worry. So they forgot you already Park Charin...

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Dear diary,

I feel so lonely... I want to talk, to shout, to scream my heart out but I can't. I keep myself going forward even though I know what I'm doing is not good but I still go. Step by step, I'm tired but I want to reach my goal.

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Dear Diary,

Today I got a great news, I will debut soon. I will debut as one member of Red Velvet, I'm so happy cause this will be another step to my plan. I got new members, I admit that they are really nice but I don't want to be Charin again. I don't want to trust person so easily because in the end I know that I'll be the one who will get hurt.I left Jackson oppa's house and stay at the new dorm.

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End of part 2

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