im overweight for my age so i believe no one will love me, this is known to be true when your dad calls you fat. its known to be true when your uncle tells you to stop eating so much. simple words can deeply hurt a child with so many insecurities.
i wake up with an oily face and a few pimples on my face in the most awkward places. looking in the mirror and so many negative words pop into the mind. therefore i believe no one wants to befriend me. this is known to be true when your class friend looks at you and then looks away in disgust because of whats on your face. the slightest glances that imply negative words just unspoken can hurt a child with so much downbuzz.
im not really one to try impress people by my clothing so if i go to school in mufti and get wierd looks because i dont "fit in with society" or go out with my cousins and they tell me "why ar eyou wearing that?" i begin to believe i am not good enough. many things make me think about whether or not i should actually show my true self. and in all honesty no one will see the true and honest me. all peole see a different side
how i see me how others see me....
