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4 My lovely sibling

Y/n P.o.v

Yeah, today was s my siblings death anniversary. I let my hot tears stream down my face. I don't even know how he/she looked like. Neither do I know how she/he died. My parents told me that she/he died while she/he tried to save me. When they told me so, I was in the hospital. I couldn't even recognise my parents that day.

> Flashback <

It was dark. All I could see was darkness. It surrounded me and I couldn't even see myself. Then I suddenly saw a blinding light. I stuck my hand out for me to reach it but when I did so, my whole body ached. I closed my eyes and screamed my lungs out. When I opened my eyes again, I saw 2 unfamiliar people. The women was repeatedly pressing some kind of red button and the man was calling for help. That was when I realised I was in the hospital. A few seconds later, a doctor and a nurse rushed into the room. The 2 strangers talked about someone named ,Y/n' screaming out loud. The doctor and the nurse then went to me and asked if I was ok. I was breathing heavily so they tried to calm me down. After a few minutes they managed to do so. The stranger women said to me: ,,Your finally awake honey." She looked so happy to see me awake. She and the man that stood beside her, whom I assume to be her husband, made their way to me. ,,What do you mean? Do I know you?", I asked them. They had a shocked look on their face when they heared me. ,,What?", murmured the man. ,,I'm very sorry but do I know you? No wait... who am I? I don't remember ever seeing you. I don't even my own name", I said.
Who am I? Who are they? Do they know me? Why am I even at the hospital? That were the only things I could think of now.
My thoughts were interrupted by that doctor. He said:,,Hello sweety, I am Doctor Kim and you are Y/f/n you are 5 years old and were born in 5th September 2004. These people who are standing beside my, are your parents. You are here because you had an accident. Your head was hit pretty hard while that happened so it looks like you have amnesia." I was shocked. I looked at my so called parents and they were crying. I didn't know what to say. ,,I think you should leave the room for a while Ms. and Mr. L/n. The doctor and I have to check up on your daughter", the nurse said. My so called parents left the room without saying a word.

> Timeskip <

After the check up, my parents came inside the room again and sat down on the chairs beside my bed. My mother said:,,Hello Y/n. It's me, M/n, your mom. That is F/n, your dad. I know it hard but please trust us. We are your parents and you are our daughter." I stared at them for a while before saying:,, It ok mum. I trust you and dad even if I can't really remember you guys." You smiled at them and they returned your smile. Their smile suddenly faded and their eyes became watery. ,,Y/n", my father said, ,,We have to tell you something." ,,Yes father?"
,,You have a sibling named S/n."
,, Really? When can I meet him/her?" ,,That's the thing. She/he is dead",
your eyes widen.
,,When you had that accident she/he tried to save you. Before you got hit, she/he hugged you and that saved your life." I couldn't say a word. I just cried. My parents pulled me into their embrace. I was sobbing and so was my mother. My dad was crying silently.

> Flashback end <

Ever since that day, my parents told me that I changed. They thought I would turn back to normal once I get used to them, but they said I got way more mature after that accident. I wasn't like usual 5 years old kids. They told me I acted like an adult, what I still do. I think that's the reason why never had any friends except for b/f/n. I was too focused on studying instead of playing and never wanted to get distracted by silly things like games and that's why I had such problems in getting new friends.
,,Well S/n", I said, ,,I haven't visited you in a long time... I hope you're not mad because of that. Hahaha... I'm really sorry you know. You basically gave up your life in order to save mine and I can't even remember a single thing about you. I am really sorry. I hope you can forgive me." I stopped for a moment so I wouldn't start crying again. ,,You know, S/n. I'm going to move to Korea with b/f/n. I'm really exited, nervous and sad at the same time. I can't believe our parents allowed me to go with her after all what happened. I hope you're happy for me...
I think I should go now before our parents are going to worry about me. I really hope they didn't forget that it's your death anniversary today. They are extremely busy lately. So yeah... goodbye S/n. I promise I'm going to come back some day." I wiped my already dry tears of my face and made my way back home. I'm going to miss you, my lovely sibling.

> Timeskip to one month at the airport <

I can't believe that I'm already at the airport. Me and b/f/n are already at the entrance for the airplane. We already bid our goodbye to my parents and I promised them that I would visit them when I had time. When I went into the plane I searched for my seat. It was an seat with a window and next to me sat b/f/n. When the plane started I looked out the window.
Goodbye old life.
And hello Korea.