Should Have Known...

I wanted this to be us

I snuck out while you slept.

Quickly and quietly,

I packed my bags and ran...

I ran to the only people who I knew would help...

I ran to them knowing what it would cost.

They welcomed me with open arms

I saw my friends and..

Yours.

Yoongi with Jimin,

Jin with Namjoon,

Hoseok with Youngjae,

Jackson with Mark,

Kunpimook with Yugyeom,

I even saw...

Jinyoung and Jaebum.

When I looked at my friends I saw

Happiness,

Love,

Family...

I saw all the things I wanted us to be

But there is a difference between them and us...

Our love is one-sided,

Me loving you and you using me

Parasitism, that's what our relationship is.

They had true love, soul mates...

Why do I always get hurt while others..

Take what's left of my heart and sanity?

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"For you, even if I was hurting I could act as if I'm  strong"