Honestly, I can feel the depressing thoughts consuming me. My heart hurts and I am starting to regret... Everything... I feel like I don't deserve happiness. As I lay here writing, I go back over all the pain I've caused... Th people I've pushed away when I was falling... They wrere only trying to help... And I pushed them away because I thought they didn't deserve to know... I lay here, tears in my eyes... As I message a long friend... Trying to get the courage to apologize... But I can't... Who would that make me? A pleader? A greedy bitch? I don't know what to do anymore... I'm sicks of being sunshine in rainbows when I hurt so much... For what I've done to them... I'm sorry.
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Teenage Galaxies
Teen FictionFor those who enjoyed Teenage Stars, my first autobiography, I bring you Teenage Galaxies. Continued autobiography of yours truely