Alycia can't think clear, she doesn't wanna go to jail but she doesn't wanna lose Y/N even when she already did, Alycia arrived at her apartment and turned on her laptop, she saw all the conversations they had in KIK, all the good moments when they were close to each other, when Y/N loved her, when she was stupid and thought she was good to her, when Y/N thought Alycia was innocent.
When none of them knew the truth.
Alycia closed her laptop and lied down in bed, she cried once again and tried to feel better but the truth is she can't live with that.
She had has a really bad depression six years ago, she tried suicide and everything to stop her life because of the bullying but nothing worked.
She was raped by horrible humans, they haven't been nice but they wasn't supposed to, she killed someone, she did shit that she regret.
She walked to the bathroom and looked her stuffs, something she could use now.
She walked back to her room and went into her laptop to send a last message.
hotass55: Hello... i know this sucks, i know what i did fucked you up, i know i'm fucked up too, i had to live many things in my life before, being bullied isn't cute, being alone, maybe i understand how alone you were in that time because was too, mg parents didn't want me, i was a mistake and now i'm here making many mistakes more.
I'm so sorry Y/N i know this doesn't repair what i did to you, but i didn't deserve to be raped, i didn't deserve to being killed inside when they did that to me, i haven't had sex with anyone before and it hurt so much, i always thought that my first time would be nice and lovely, with someone i really love, i know it's impossible but at least nice, cute, not in the way i lost it.
Yeah you don't care anymore because i did something worse to you, i'm sorry i really am, i made mistakes and my mistakes have consequences, i lost you and with you i lost me and i don't have anything to do here now, i'm gonna be fair with everyone i hurt and giving them what they deserve, i deserved to die that night not your mom and now i'll make it up to you by leaving you alone and never ever being near you again, i love you so much, i will always do.
She closed her laptop and walked to the bathroom and she never got out of there again.
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KIK • Alycia/You
FanfictionKIK • Social media, you can find love, friends, sex buddy and also it can be used as a smuggling net. Alycia opened her kik, not knowing it will be the worst mistake she could ever do, all of her secrets are now opened. • +18 • Very inappropriate l...
