Chapter 1.

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I tap on the app vine and saw that Grant uploaded a new vine.

"don't stop what you doing"

for some reason I couldn't stop smiling

"why are you so happy?" I hear my friend zoe say. "what I can't be happy for once?" I said while getting up and showing her the vine. "he is good" she said. "yea...."

Ok let me tell you some stuff about me.

my name is Hope Faith Stanley

I'm 13.

my birthday is December/02/2000

I guess you can say I shouldn't be here.

I'm a premature baby.

I was only 2.5 pounds.

my heart would be on and off........so I spent my childhood at the hospital.  I love to dance and sing. My family is a bunch of singers so it's in the family. 

I have an older sister who is 19.

we don't talk much......

I get bullied. it's not as bad as it used too.

I mean I have a lot of friends but there's that little group that seem they are the once that care.

have I self harm?

I'm not gonna lie.

yes I have.

I have tried to commit suicide. 

I didn't make it.

The only reason why I am alive still is because those boys from YouTube and vine. Grant Landis

jack&jack

dylan Holland

shawn mendes

nash grier

hayes grier

Cameron Dallas

Carter renyolds

O2l

oh and

Bands

Yes the band's that scream. people think  that they are scary and all that bullshit but they help me........

I'm Christian. 

my uncle, great grandpaw are preachers.

I do cuss.

I'm mixed!

I live with my grandparents. 

that's where the court put me.

anyway......

"hope and zoe" I heard my mom yell.

my mom is here! I jumped off my bed and ran down the stairs.

"what?"

"here" my mom said while handing me an envelope.

I looked at zoe and shrugged my shoulders and opened it. It was two passes to musicfest.

I hugged my mom and screamed.

I said thanks to everyone and went up stairs. I get to meet dylan Holland and Ryan and grant.

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