Everything around us is complicated .. Even the tiniest things ..
But i always ask my self (is this my problem that i see just the darkness? ) ,or the life that i am living it turned me to a depressed , thoughtful , overthinking human..
It is the first time that i hated my self this much . Hating your self is the most disgusting thing on earth. Some people may think it is a simple problem , why am i being so serious about it ?
But seriously , what do you think if every time you look at your self in the mirror , you start to think in a very wild way of how to hurt your self ..
What do you think if the self-harm thing turned to be your comfort zone ..
This is horrible
After doing all of the shitty things to my own self ..
I tried to stop torturing my self .. Because i had missed the old me .. She used to be happy most of the time .. She used to smile .. She used to draw a smile .. She used to be a source of real happy ideas and
thoughts .. I WAS OPTIMISTIC ..
But at the end of this awful trip in my weird world .. I left a mess around me .
Defining my mess is a hard thing to do .. Because when you feel your self in the middle of nowhere , how can you define that ? Or how can you explain it ..
One word can speak a thousand feelings (LOST)
Exactly i am lost !
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Random"You may find your self in my words as i did in yours" -M.S This is based on real life .. It talks about problems that anyone can go through .. It talks about my little experience of everything that i see , that i do .. I would like to share all...