Words

Lost

Everything around us is complicated .. Even the tiniest things ..

But i always ask my self (is this my problem that i see just the darkness? ) ,or the life that i am living it turned me to a depressed , thoughtful , overthinking human..

It is the first time that i hated my self this much . Hating your self is the most disgusting thing on earth. Some people may think it is a simple problem , why am i being so serious about it ?

But seriously , what do you think if every time you look at your self in the mirror , you start to think in a very wild way of how to hurt your self ..

What do you think if the self-harm thing turned to be your comfort zone ..

This is horrible

After doing all of the shitty things to my own self ..

I tried to stop torturing my self .. Because i had missed the old me .. She used to be happy most of the time .. She used to smile .. She used to draw a smile .. She used to be a source of real happy ideas and

thoughts .. I WAS OPTIMISTIC ..

But at the end of this awful trip in my weird world .. I left a mess around me .

Defining my mess is a hard thing to do .. Because when you feel your self in the middle of nowhere , how can you define that ? Or how can you explain it ..

One word can speak a thousand feelings (LOST)

Exactly i am lost !