CRUSH (Short Story)

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Weeks and days have passed.

Same relationship with Benj, but I think its levelling up a bit everytime.

Baket hindi ako masyadong masaya?

I'm confuuuuuused!

Juskopoooo. Don't tell me, it's just a hella crush lang talaga ang na fifeel ko noon?

Don't tell me it's only a crappy infatuation?

For peter pan's sake, DON'T TELL ME MY FEELINGS ARE FADING?!

April 21, 2013

9:03 PM

We're having a text convo ni Benj.

[text - thoughts]

"Srsly? Shutuppp!" Ako

If you're asking about our topic, it's about if mahal ko pa dw si Dylan. My excrush.

Okay let me have you a glimpse in the past

feelings flashback

Hi. Alliaree Tanayo here. Grade 6 pupil. Hahahaha ^^ => And I'm madly in love with someone. With someone who doesn't effin appreciate it. To be specific, my Childhood BESTfriend.

Na recall ko.

Grade 3 ako noon.

I have this notebook na kinalalagyan ng secrets ko. Pssssh lame -.-

Bc of my ka shungahan. Someone lend it. And without any hesitation, I let her borrow it.

Habang nagsusulat ako sa papel I heard someone laugh. As in laugh so haaaaard.

"Lia srsly? Hahahahaha" Siya

problema nito?

"Problema mo? Baket?" Ako

"Crush mo si Dylan? Hahhaha" siya

what the packingtape!

kinuha ko dali2 ang notebook, pero hindi nya iyon binibigay.

and I heard her while whispering her friend.

"Crush pala ni Lia si Dylan. Pagkalat mo hahahahaha"

Daughter of a beyoootch.

Hindi na talaga ako makakapatalo nito.

Di porket mas matanda siya, hell!

"Ibigay nyo saken ang notebook ko. You have no right to open and read what's not yours. Gimme back my notebook!!!" I shouted.

then nakita ko nanlisik ang mata nya.

"Ganyan ka nang umasta ngayon sa mas matanda sayo? Yan na ba dulot ng paglaki ng ulo mo ha? *throws notebook* oh ayan! lamunin mo. hindi ko yan kailangan!!" Siya

Yan na nga ba sinabi ko kapag mapupuno na ako eh. Hindi ko mapigilan emotions ko. At minsan I consider that as my fatal flaw.

I don't know how to control my feelings when I'm mad

Kaya dpat hindi talaga ako galitin, dahil kahit sino kapa, mapapasagot talaga ako.

So, ayun. Doon nag umpisa ang lahat. And my comlicated childhood started there. At that time. At that friggin point.

end of flashback

For almost 8 years. Siguro yan ang dahilan kung baket tinatanong parin ni Benj saken kung crush ko pa si Dylan. I think not. I guess? Yes, I'm not. :)