Let Go | wenga

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"Now, tell me, what are you trying to plan?" Yoongi asked as he was sitting beside Wendy.

"Do I have to tell you? It's already obvious." Wendy sighed as she looked away.

"Why?"

"Why? Seriously? Suga- I mean Yoongi. I mean, life is so fucking cruel towards me! I don't even think I can live anymore. All those heartbreaks, all those problems. I don't think I can live through all of these anymore. People say that all problems will eventually end, but I know that all my problems will not end! It's a never-ending cycle! I'm so tired of everything, Yoongi! I feel like I'm being strangled to death, little by little! Can't people just let me go? I just want freedom! I just want to be free and away from this world!" Wendy poured out as her tears started to well up in her eyes.

All the pain she's been holding on, all the sufferings and anxieties started to take over her. She never felt this bad before. It's like she's carrying the whole world's problems on her back by herself.

Yoongi stared at Wendy.

"Wendy, life is really cruel. Everyone have problems. I mean, who doesn't? You don't just give up right away. Yes, it hurts. But don't let it pull you down. Show them how strong you are. Depression ain't anything compared to you. That's how you should think. Be positive." He patted her back.

"N-no.." Wendy shakes her head, tears still falling from her eyes. "You don't understand how I feel. No one understands me so don't act as if you've been through what I'm going through right now!"

And right there, it triggered Yoongi.

He slammed his fist on the table in front of them makimg Wendy flinch.

"Damn it, Wendy! I've been through every single bullshits and I know it's fucking hard! I know how hard it is to continue living in this cruel world. I know how it feels like to keep what you're feeling right now. I know how it feels like to be taken over by your anxiety and depression. I know how it feels like to think of suicide! I have been through that and I've tried to overdose myself, I've tried to cut myself to death. But no! I tried to hang on. I tried it, Wendy. I did it. Scars are still there but fuck it, I did it. So don't tell me that I don't understand because I truly understand it and the reason why I'm here is that you can talk to me. You can cry all you want and I won't judge you. I can give you all the advices I can give. I may not fix your problems but I want you to know that we, your friends, are here. We want you to be strong." Yoongi finally said as he took a deep breathe.

And there she is, Wendy started to pour out every single thing she kept.

"I.. I really don't know anymore. All I want is my family to be okay. That's it, I'm happy with it. But no, my parents abandoned me. As if I'm n-nothing. They don't even care about me. They aren't even worried when I get beaten to death, as a cycle. They don't even know me as their daughter. It's.. it's like they want me dead. They hate my existence. I shouldn't have lived then." Wendy covered her face with her hands. She started to cry hard. Making it hard to breath for her.

"Wendy.." Yoongi softly said as he puts her head on his shoulders as he slowly caressed her head, making her feel safe and calm her a little. She continued to sob.

"I know it's hard. But stop thinking about that. Everyone deserves to live. You're here, alive, for a reason. You may not know the reason why you're here, but in the end, or in the right time. You'll know why and you'll start to say oh, that's why. Just always put this in your mind. Don't bottle up your feelings, because it will literally harm you. Trust us, and tell us. Open up. Also, don't let those thoughts take over you. Let positivity be all over you. Now, take a deep breath and calm yourself. Don't panic, don't worry. I'm here.." Yoongi said as he held Wendy in his arms, making her feel safe and sound. Making her feel loved and appreciated.

Wendy then soon stopped crying, she felt as if all her problems are gone for the moment.

Finally, someone did notice what she needs.
And it was love and care.