9: Taking It Back

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[Third Person Con'td]

Leeanne was now parked outside of her apartment. She had been sitting in her car for the past thirty minutes, checking her messages. But there was one message that made her stomach turn flips. It was from Justin. And it's something he hadn't said in forever.

From: Justin

We need to talk.

Now usually, when he said they needed to talk, it meant something else. But to be honest, she couldn't figure out what they could possibly talk about.

But just the thought of what it could possibly be made her heart race and palms sweat.

Finally she gets out of her car, back into her night attire. She didn't put her heels so she just walked barefoot into her apartment.

When she walked in, all of her lights were off. And although it should've alarmed her, it didn't. She tosses her keys on the counter sighing softly.

"Have fun?" A deep raspy voice asks.

She jumps just a little, looking towards the voice. Her eyes widen at the sight before her.

Justin sitting in a chair, just in a towel. He looked like he just got out of the shower. His hair was wet, his body as well. For some reason, he always looked sexy as fuck after a shower to her.

"Um... Y-yeah." She lies, looking away from him.

"So now you're going to lie to me?" He snaps.

"What makes you think-"

"I'm not dumb Leeanne." He scoffs. "I know you didn't go out. I called your friends and they said they hadn't seen you or heard from you. So I tracked you car... To a park."

Well he found out. So what? It doesn't matter.

"So why'd you lie?"

"Why'd you cheat?"

He closes his eyes, taking a deep breath. He didn't want this to turn into a yelling match.

"Leeanne..."

"I don't have to explain shit to you Justin. Where I went is my business. So stay out of it." She snaps.

That's it. He's had enough.

Out of nowhere he jumps out of his seat, striding up to her. His hands grab her shoulders as he presses her against the wall, causing her to gasp. He stares into her eyes, tears falling down his cheeks.

"Get off me." She stammers, afraid she'd break down in a minute.

"I-it hurts, okay?" He sobs. "I-it hurts s-so bad. And I'm so sorry I put you through that. I c-can't take it back and if I could I would baby. You've got to believe that I would."

He was crying now. Harder with every word.

"J-Justin-"

"I love you Leeanne. I'm so sorry that I hurt you and I regret it everyday of my life. But I-I can't be without you. Or Amelia."

She stares into his eyes. And for the first time she saw remorse. He was telling the truth.

"D-didn't y-you want m-me?" She asks, her voice shaky.

"W-what?"

"You stopped having sex with me. After we got pregnant with Amelia, you just... Stopped. Didn't you want me anymore?"

"Of course I did. I just didn't want to hurt you. Or the baby. But when I tried to have sex with you after she was born, you pushed me away."

That was true. She couldn't have sex with Justin after Amelia was born. Those images of him with other women stopped her.

"Baby... I miss you. I miss us. I just want it back. All of the good times. B-before the chest and the l-lying. I want our love back." He sobs holding her face with both of her hands.

"I-I... I-I don't..."

"Leeanne... I want this. I really really wants this. I know you've given me chance after chance. And I've fucked up every time. But if you give me this chance, I promise... I won't... I won't..." He couldn't complete his sentence. His heart was about to explode. He just wanted to get her back.

"I-I won't fuck it up I swear." He chokes out, sobbing as he falls into her neck.

Now Leeanne was crying. She couldn't hold it in anymore. It was too much.

Her hand grabs the back of his head as she wraps her arm around him.

"P-please... Let me try."

"Okay... Okay..." She says.

He raises up, pressing his lips to hers, kissing her like they hadn't kissed in days.

"Thank you... Thank you..." He repeats as their foreheads touched. After a few more pecks, he lets her go.

"I need a shower..." Leeanne mumbles.

"O-okay... I'll wait for you." He stammers, sniffling.

Her body trembled as she walked into the bathroom, leaving the door open.

What a mistake that was...

(A/n: change of plans.

The next chapter will be the 💦👅👄 chapter.

Let your imagination run wild.

I'm at my family reunion. So I'll post later tonight or sooner.

Depends on whether I'm bored or not.

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