𝑭 𝑨 𝑳 𝑳 𝑬 𝑵 ! j.jk x IU ¡

~17~

Third Person Focus

The scenario couldn't have possibly gotten worse, an anxious Jungkook walks out of the hotel room, nervous of having to stay with Eun for one whole night.

He got chills whenever he remembered her calling out his name in her dreams. For some reason it creeped him.

He walks out of the room and makes his way go the cafeteria even though he clearly told her he'd be going to Lisa's.

Lisa might be his best friend and all but she would be the last one he'd want to spend whole night with. Especially since he was suspecting he had a crush on her.

He also knew how much it would hurt Eun if he left her company for Lisa even though he couldn't exactly pinpoint why.

Every step he took towards the cafeteria weighed on in tons. He didn't want to do this, but he was afraid of developing feelings towards her when he knew she could be hurt because a man like Jungkook would never have time for anyone.

He had invested his whole life towards his devotion to music and it had consumed him at a whole level. He was blind to everything but music.

He was knew to love and affection. He could hurt his hyungs unknowingly and never understand what he had done wrong.

Nevertheless his hyungs never scolded him or tormented him. They were as sweet as ever and would always teach him the right things.

He was so thankful to Tae for showing him the sides of the world which didn't have music in it.

But the thing which always troubled him was something he never understood. Although he knew many people were against it.

He caught Jin kissing Joonie one day and he was confused and shocked.Tae always told him that there was nothing wrong in liking someone of the same gender as yours. But he was wrong, that was not what troubled the maknae.

The fact that his hyungs had found their fated ones troubled him. He always wanted to have someone who'd love and cherish him no matter what.

But on a level he was also afraid of attachment and distraction from his career.

Maybe Jieun could give him everything he ever longed for, but would he be named responsible for numerous scandals, hate and badmouthed for their affair? Or would it be Jieun?

Reputation as an idol mattered a lot these days since the public watches every mom and are under constant scrutiny. You were blamed for every small and unnoticeable mistakes by Netizens and act as if they are not human. As if they are not allowed to express pain and sadness, fear and agony, as if they all were the world's own personal dolls.

Thus, he couldn't date Jieun because firstly, he didn't know if he liked her and he was pretty sure even though she might not have a crush on him there would be feelings which could not be ignored.

He felt the immediate urge to turn back and go back into the room and tell her once and for all to put a stop the exchange trip, because he had thought ahead and was quite sure that in any worst case scenario, Jieun would be hurt.

Feeling satisfied with his decision he turned around as a pair of thin but plump lips forced itself on Jungkook's.

Instead of pulling back he kissed back, his whole body running on adrenaline. He cups her face with his hands as her hands dance along with his face. They didn't take it any further.

It was just a soothing and simple kiss. Both of their first kisses.

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Yo fellas!
I'm so sorry I didn't update for so long. I really didn't know what to do with this book but oh well. You can't get rid of me until I finish this book.

Now, since I've got a perfect plot in my mind, you can expect frequent updates and promising chapters.

~Moon