Do you feel the same? (OUAT Mr gold/Emma)

Chapter 4

His lips land on mine. His arms grip my back. I grab his jacket and pull him into me. His fingers push into my back.
I gasped as he ran a hand over my back. He chuckled as he started kissing my neck. One of my hands goes into his hair. I pull back gasping for air. He starts kissing my neck making me moan. He lift he so my legs are wrapped around his waist. He placed me on one of his cabinets. He looks at me.
"Get in your car and meet me at mine." He whispers.
"No Gold I...I we need to stop. I promised myself that I won't get involved with someone unless they love me." I reply and his face drops and so does my heart. Me moves back.
"Ms swan I think it will be best of you leave." Gold's voice was harsh.
"No Gold stop pushing me away. Why am I not good enough for you to love." I ask he spins round.
"GET OUT SWAN NOW" he screams at me. I jump of the side and slam the door shut as I left.
I sit in my car as I feel the tears run down my face. I start my car and drive toward the woods. I park up and allow the tears to fall. My heart was hurting. That's when I relised that I had strong feelings for him and he didn't care.
I rest my head on my wheel and shudder it was getting cold out and I was too tired to drive back into town. I look up to see a car approaching me.
"Emma?" I look to my left and see Mary.
"Mary what are you doing here."
"I went to gold's shop to look for you when he said that he kicked you out." She said and I felt the tears swell up. "Come on get in my car we will drive out here tomorrow to get your car." She smiles at me and I nod. I have no energy after being tossed away like trash. Maybe I was wrong he is bad. Henry was right I am going to get hurt. Once again I fell for something that wasn't real, he will never love me but why?

I wake up in the morning feeling like I had been hit by a truck. Mary was sitting in a stool.
"Morning ready to get your car?" She asks and I nod. She drives me to where I left it.
"Thank you Mary, have a nice day see you after work." She smiles and drives off.
I open my car door and drive toward the office. I park up and open up. I walk in and sit and let out a sigh I don't want to let my son down. I pull all my work out and throw myself into it. I know I could do it so I did. I put my hurt and anger into my work. I get interrupted by Regina.
"Emma you seem to be working hard what ever is the matter." She looks at me.
Madom mayor what do I owe this visit." I ask putting my pen down.
"Emma, you look broken. I need you to give something to gold. I just have the time." She said.
"Can you not find time I'm busy and don't plan on going to see gold." I reply and look back to my work.
"He hurt you didn't he. Emma I want to say sorry. It's never nice when you love someone and they don't love you back." I look up.
"How do you know he doesn't love me?" I ask.
"Where is only one girl he will ever love and he pushed her away. I told him she was dead but she not she just needed to move on he is a monster and she is a sweet girl who don't need to be hurt. Please be careful and don't tell him about our chat or he will never fall for you." She smiles and leaves the letter on my desk. In black ink it has Gold written on the white envelop. I sigh and decide to give him the letter.

I'm standing outside his shop. I take a deep breath. I push the door open and walk in. He looks up at me and smirks.
"Emma what are you doing here my dear." He step forwards and I hold my hand up to stop him.
"I come to give you this now I need to go back to work." I turn round and start to walk out.
"Emma wait." I felt a hand in my wrist I glance at him. "Emma I'm sorry for yesterday, I don't love you but I do have strong feeling. I shouldn't have kicked you out. I want you." He closed the gap and I gasped at how close he was.
"No Gold I don't care I don't want it. I'm too hurt to let anyone ever back into my heart. You really are a hard man to be with. So I'm going to finish this before it even starts." I push him away but I get pushed against a wall.
"I get Regina didn't tell you I am stronger than what I look like. I always get what I want and right now that is you." He keeps me pinned to a wall I try to get away but it was no use.
His lips land on mine and my body responds no matter how hard I tried to tell myself to stop I didn't. I knew that I was going to give in to him sooner or later. His arms snake around me keeping me pushed up against him. He starts kissing my neck.
"Gold what are we doing." I splutter out.
"You are giving yourself to me and I'm going to give you so much pleaser." His words sent shivers down my back.
"No Gold why?" I try to get out of his grasp.
"Emma I'm not letting go. You are mine and no one else's when I see a guy look at you I want to kill him I want you." He pulled me into the back room and pushes me into the sofa. He goes back to kissing my body I could feel all those feelings rush back. I wanted him too more than he knows.