Ryan,
Herro there. You know you have been my best friend for 1,2,3,4…5 years now, 5 great years. Really, you are quite stupid to think the way you do. Believe in yourself more, I know you can. You always seem to be able to put a smile on my face, or make me laugh and I find it impossible to stay mad or disappointed in you for long.
You have always been there (most of the time) for me and that helps a lot. Like when you picked me up on the side of the road when my mother kicked me out. I wasn't expecting you to come looking for me, or even care. (Your floor is extremely uncomfortable by the way >.>). But you did and that made me smile.
You need to smile more, that's one thing. You may not realize it but everyone is suddenly happier when you smile. I swear you control the mood around you… it can be quite scary sometimes o.o
Notice that people really do love you for who you are, so don't hold back. I know when something is bothering you and you can always come and consult with me. I am always here and I'm not planning on leaving anytime soon.
You can tell me anything and you know I won't tell anyone else (really who else can I tell? xD). You can ask me anything and I will give you the cold hard truth, even if it may hurt you. I'm not the kind of person to lie to the ones close to my heart, and I trust that you will understand where my point of view is coming from.
All in all. Really I could not ask for a better best friend. Without you, I would be lonely, that and I won't have anyone else to steal Ice cream from >:) Keep strong at heart and move forward with your head held high, don't let the bad times bring down your spirit and wear your smile with pride.
~A song that I would dedicate to you would be I'm Not Afraid by Eminem xD *throws M&M's at chu* o.o~
~Damian c: