Ω. At times i never really understand why things happen to me.
The constant racing thoughts that float through my mind every single hour of day.
The urge to to bully and attack myself in so many ways.
To see the blood pour out of every single vain my body holds.
Showing myself that i truly deserve the things i go through.
I've been told that every single thing has a reason.
The things i go through act as a revenge.. For all the people i have hurt in any way.
They satisfy the hunger of all the grudges that lurk inside their minds.
I can't stop, the screaming inside my head. It won't stop.
Who is it?
the banging goes on and on
each wall of the inside my brain..
1...2...3...4...1...2..
The screaming wont stop
It will not stop.
Have mercy, oh have mercy.
Please don't give me a reason to have a gun up to my head ready to have the trigger pulled-
Release.
It's such an empty feeling when the screams no longer sway through my horrid mind.
It's such an empty feeling.
Its such a wonderful feeling- the crimson blood running down the white vained limbs i own
What a wonderful feeling-
The feeling of nothing is Ω
