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Ω Love.
Love has many meanings.
To me, the meaning of love...
Well..
Love is a bizzare feeling.

It circles through every single dainty vain in my sorrow-filled body, curing each and every sickness that has ever roamed throughout.

It fills up my lungs to the very top, causing me to gasp for air.

Although it hurts to breathe, inside my mind, i know what i feel is right.

Love isnt always hugs, kisses and rainbows in the cloud filled sky, but sometimes blood, tears and hurricanes that at times can even take a life.

I want to know
What your love for me truly means.
I want to know
If your love for me fills every vain in your small hopeless body.
If the sorrowful love fills up your lungs to the very top, causing you to gasp for the sweet air.
I want to know, if your love for me is not only hugs, kisses and rainbows, but also blood, tears and hurricanes that can even take a life.

Even on the lonely nights with tears in my eyes, YOU, are the only thing on my mind.
I want to know..
Who are you thinking about when insomnia creeps at the corners of your thought filled brain, blocking all the dreams you were bound to have.

If my mind turns into a pit of hopelessness, and my last decision is to blow the lit candles of my life,
I want to know
If your heart aches to realize i won't be there by your side.

I want to know.
If you think of me, like you think of a finished plate, you leave on the coffee colored table for the waiter to clean up,

I want to know if you think of me as a dreaded number on a scale, a weight you never wanted to get to.

What am i to you?

I want to know.
When your eyes open to see the golden light of morning, am i the first thing that wanders your mind?
Am i?
i want to know.

Love. Love has many meanings. For me well,
Love is a dangerous pit of darkness.
If you fall through

Well, who knows what you'll get.

Just make sure you know.Ω

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