Unfaithful.

chapter 32

Ria's P.O.V :

I finally arrived , stopped the car in front of the house and stared at the sky above for a moment . it was already 1o pm , i wiped my tears then hoped out from the car to suddenly find zayn standing there in the front door and i watched him stepping towards me , i froze for a while then let zayn helping me moving the stuff into the house .

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" you look sick " zayn said after he studied my face . and yes i felt sick all the day i felt like throwing up again .

I ignored his words and ran straight to the toilet .

He followed me and started to rub my back while lefting up my hair .

" are you okay ? " he worriedly asked while helping me stand up .

"i'm.. i'm fine " i stuttered while tryig to find the balance so i can stand straight .

Staying with zayn was a mistake, i'm a pregnant and he defiently can't know about that but i just can't hide it forever . Besides he has the right to know... im so stupid .

" i'm gonna take you to the doctor " he stated going backwards to the living room .

" No " i yelled at him first while i followed him .

" no ...zayn im fine " i mouthed slowly after breathing out and thank god he listened to me this time .

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" so what happened ? " zayn wondered again as we were sitting on the sofa watching tv to kill time .

" he was there ... " i started to speak looking at him .

" we broke up ... for real ... this time " i continued as i looked down .

" this movie is awesome " zayn exlaimed pointing at the Tv screen while trying to change the subject and kinda cheering me up .

" Oh yeah !! it is " i replied excidetly puting a fake smile on my face .

The loneliness is killing me even when zayn is around i feel empty inside and lonely and like something is messing , i don't know but i hate the feeling . Missing a part of me , a part of my life ...

I looked at the bumb which exist in my stomach and i smiled , for no reason i just smiled and for a moment i forgot all . ..

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Guys sorry for the short chapter . I have tests this week and i dont have much time to write .

Anyways i hope you like it guys ...ill update in few days and i promise you its gonna be a longer chapter than this one .

So please guys vote or comment for me because i really need your feedbacks so i can get going →→→ please dont let let me down like life did ....

and that gif of zayn out there omg it's killing me :'( .. Have a good day /night ily all ♡♥