Insomniac Coffee Head (Kwite x WildSpartanz)

Counting off the Days

"I'll get there as soon as I can. I promise to save up all of my money that I make on YouTube. So I can move there." My caffeinated self stated with the upmost enthusiasm.

"Good. I'm looking forward to it." Brandon replied. "Well.. I should be heading to bed. You should too."

"Yeah I should." I replied back, only stating that so he wouldn't have to worry about me not getting any sleep.

"Goodnight, you twink." Brandon said cutely.

I giggled, "Whatever, fatass. Goodnight."

Brandon hung up. However the discord call was still up for me. I stared at my screen. I just realized what happened.

I felt like a train had hit me. Let me just run this over in my head, once more.

First I tell Brandon that I had a crush on him, we barely talk for about two weeks, I get a call on discord for him to then tell me that he likes me back but doesn't want to have a long distance relationship, I stupidly blurt I'll move out to California for him, and he agrees.

I shook my head. I gently hit my head with the palm of my hand.

"What. The. Hell." I thought out loud.

How am I supposed to afford to move out to California on barely any revenue from YouTube. Being a commentary channel and had only been 18 for a few months. This seemed almost impossible.

However, I'm a dreamer. I guess you could say that I'm not realistic. My head is in the clouds.

At that very moment, I swept everything under the rug. I was on cloud nine. I felt...amazing to say the least.

I looked back at the time. 4:56 am.

God, it's almost 5 in the morning.

I quickly shut down my desktop. I got out of my chair and stretched my arms up to the sky.

I made a soft grunting noise when doing so. I could tell this'll be a long time coming.

I walked out of my recording room vey quickly yet quietly, not to wake up my parents. I went into my bedroom, locking the door behind me.

Eventually I fell asleep because I woke up around 1 pm feeling groggy and not remembering how I fell asleep.

I sat up in my bed, last night rushing back into my head, filling my skull with a migraine of emotions.

I grabbed my phone and checked. A message from Brandon in our personal DMs on discord.

I unlocked my phone screen quickly and fumbled to open the app. I saw his message read, 'Good morning.'

My heart fluttered. I knew that I had to make it over there. I want to be with Brandon. I honestly do love him, and have for KWITE some time.

I sighed deeply. I responded back to him.

'Good morning, gorgeous.'

I get my heart skip a beat when I saw him immediately respond.

'Yeah whatever, you flirt.'

I smiled.

'Have you figured out how much it would be for you to save up to come over here?'

My smile then dropped.

'Yeah it'll be a bit..' I replied back to him.

'Well I want to help you. I talked to my mom about it this morning and we have an extra room for you.'

I smiled. That's so sweet of his mom.

'But she thinks you're only coming as a friend. She doesn't know that I'm bi.' He quickly responded.

I stared at my phone confused. He's talked about his mom not liking that type of stuff before, it never really mattered until this moment.

'I get it. I can respect that.' I replied. 'I'll try to keep my raging homosexuality for you in my pants.'

'Jesus, Kwite. Come on.'

I could imagine his adorable face turning as red as a tomato. I had always flirted with him but he had always taken it as a friend way while I was always dead serious.

'It'll be around $5,000 for the flight alone.'

'We can split that. Funny because I was going to ask you and Disel to start a podcast called Loud Mouths with me.' Brandon's words made my heart warm.

'Of course, I'd do anything for you.'

'Jesus Kwite, come on. How am I supposed to expect you to keep your ragging homosexuality in your pants if you keep flirting this hard with me?' I could hear him smiling through his words.

'I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Princess. ;)'

'Whatever. I'm going to go get ready I need to record soon.'

'Alright, message me whenever.' I replied.

I set my phone down, sighing gently. "Oh god.." my heart was practically beating out of my chest. There will be so many days to count off until I can see him. I want to be there now. I really do.