It's been years, hasn't it?

It's Phil..

A/N: This may be triggering for some viewers

DAN'S POV

I need to talk to Phil. He'd understand, right? he always understands. He's online already. I call him, and he picks up. He's in the bathroom crying.
"Phil! What's wrong? What are you doing?" I ask. He's crying.
"I'm sorry Dan. I just can't take it anymore." Phil says, his voice cracking as he hangs up. I start to bawl my eyes out. I let out a scream, then hear a knock on my door.
"Dan! Open up! Please, I need to talk to you!" .. it's y/n. Why can't she just talk to Jack? but I get up, unlock my door and let her in. She's red from crying as well. I'm instantly worried. Did Phil tell her something? That he likes her? I go over and sit on my bed,, waiting for Y/N to come sit down. She sits down, instantly sobbing. I pull her in for a hug and she puts her head on my shoulder; I can already feel the tears seeping through my shirt.
"What's happened to Phil!?" I ask worriedly, what's he doing. I decided to pick up my phone and call Phil's mum; she can help him. She finally picks up.
"KATHRYN! It's Phil!" I yell into the phone, my voice cracking and breaking.
"What's Phil? Dan hun, what's happened to Phil!" She's crying now,, I can't imagine how hard it would be for her if Phil's dead already.. I don't want to imagine. A flash goes through my head to the fanfictions we wrote. The drawings of Phil's lifeless eyes fill my head, the drawings of his body seeping blood fills my head. I couldn't deal with life if Phil is dead; it's a life that's NOT worth living. Kathryn goes back to the phone.
"Dan.. He's.. he's" she starts breaking. Crying, screaming.

What's. Happened. To. My. Best. Friend.